stay strong (1D fanfic)

chapter 39~ I miss you

Louis was too intoxicated to drive and wouldn't let anyone drive his car. So the boys are staying overnight night. oh, the joys. The living room isn't big enough for all of them and milly has her new boyfriend staying over so the boys decided that Harry should stay in my room with me to 'improve our friendship' I know what they're trying to do but I can't exactly do anything about it. I made everyone tea, Jaz, Ariella and the boys were all knocked out in the living room which left me and Harry alone. I went up to my room and sat on my bed while he just stood at my door awkwardly

"you may enter" I joked receiving a small laugh from Harry. He stood in front of me

" thank you madam" we both laughed but as soon as we stopped, we were back to awkward silence "so... um, I don't have a guest bed so you'll have to sleep on the floor. Don't worry I have lots of pillows" He smiled "it's ok" I set the 'bed' up for him on the floor, making sure that he has 20 pillows just incase he gets uncomfortable. I finished and looked at him with a proud smile "tadaaa. My master piece! " he just laughed softly

"thanks, you're a great friend" my smile faded a bit when he called me a friend but that's what we are, just friends. I recovered quickly before he could notice a change in my mood. I need to get changed.... oh wait what's he sleeping in?

" ummm Harry what are you gonna wear to bed?" he just looked at me as if I already knew the answer

" My boxers" he smirked. oh great the guy I still have feelings for is gonna sleep in my room in just his boxers.

"ok, well I'm gonna go get changed" I only wear a big top to bed so this is awkward

"change here" I thought he was joking but the look on his face was completely serious "we're friends. Friends get changed in the same room"

"Fine" He grinned like a kid and pulled his top over his head. I looked away quickly knowing that if I looked I wouldn't be able to look away. When I turned back around Harry was already getting comfortable in his 'bed'.

"aren't you gonna get changed? " ughh this makes me feel so uncomfortable. I quickly took my leggings and top off. I looked at Harry who was starting at me and quickly pulled the big shirt over my head covering myself up. I started getting comfortable in my bed but I couldn't fall asleep

"Harry are you awake? "

"yeah, what's wrong Nikki?"

"Nothing, just can't sleep"

"Wanna talk?"

"yeah"

"How's life?" I hate this question!  obviously it sucks without him but I can't say that! I'll just have to lie... again! "it's good. I love the house and living with friends. how's yours" please say you miss me.

"Mine's great. Finally have a break from touring and I just get to do whatever I want" it was starting to sink in now. We're both just laying here on our backs, staring at the plain ceiling and having a civilised conversation.

"I miss being able to do this. You know?  just being able to talk to you"

" I miss talking to you too" I was getting tired and my eyelids felt heavy. Just as I was about to fall asleep I heard Harry whisper "I just miss you"

and I quietly replied "I miss you too"

A.N ~ boring, boring,  boring. This chapter is just boring. anyway thanks for reading my lovely potatoes! xx