stay strong (1D fanfic)

chapter 30~ sleepover

I still haven't called Harry but maybe I shouldn't. He should be calling me and apologizing for how much of a prick he is! it's been about a week since we officially broke up and I miss him. Liam and I have arranged to have a sleepover and I'm just getting everything ready for it, there's lots of food and some films so I decide to clean myself up a bit,  I apply a bit of mascara and put on some normal clothes, when Liam gets here we'll probably get changed into pj's but whatever. I sit and read until liam walks in " HEY LEYUUM" I shout as I run into his arms "hey nikki" he smiles and hugs me.  We talk a little and everything is good until Liam suddenly gets serious "Harry hasn't been doing well. He's been crying and sleeping with the teddy you gave him for Christmas, he doesn't want to go to sound checks and he's hardly eaten for the past week. The lads finally managed to get him to go out and they're currently out partying but Harry's gone off and no one knows where he is but the lads say he'll be fine and that there's no need to look for him" my mood suddenly drops he cried? he still misses me?  why the hell hasn't he just called?!. I just keep a neutral expression "oh" is all I say "don't act like it doesn't matter to you, we both know you still love him" I look down "maybe I do still... have feelings for him, but we're over" " you still don't understand?  he didn't cheat on you! he loves you! that girl followed him around and he didn't even know her" my head is spinning "so why didn't he just tell me that instead of acting like I don't exist?" "because he was afraid that you wouldn't believe him" I smile like a maniac and hug Liam tightly "thank you" I whisper and someone bursts through the door. ..... Harry?

A.N ~ thanks for reading my lovely potatoes xx This chapter is dedicated to myfriendgeorge you should check out her story 'this is me'!