stay strong (1D fanfic)

chapter 51~ Cheat

Finally, the moment I've been waiting for. I'm right outside his hotel room in fricking New York. I took a deep breath before knocking lightly on the door, unable to keep my excitement in. A huge smile was spread across my face until the door opened. A tanned brunette stood in the door way, wearing nothing but an oversized shirt.

"Erm can I help you?" she asks sweetly

"Oh no, sorry I must've got the wrong roo-" I was cut off by a voice. His voice. "Lexi who are you talking to? Come back to bed" the voice got closer until he was stood right behind her with his arms around her small waist. I didn't want to see anymore but I couldn't look away. I just watched him kiss her neck while my lungs became heavy and my heart fell into the pit of my stomach. He finally bothered to look up to see who it was and froze.

"Oh my god. Nikki it's not what it looks like" he tried to explain but it was too late. I'm not a dumb 14 year old girl who will listen to the lies he will try to feed me.

"Well it looks like only one thing to me. And to think I trusted you. I should've known not to make the same mistake again, huh? Falling for a famous guy always ends badly. But you... it was different with you.  I actually felt something and it wasn't just anything. I should've remembered that no one could ever really love me." The girl obviously caught on to what was happening and slapped him before running into the hotel room and returning seconds later with her own clothes on and tears in her eyes. Before she walked away she mumbled a small 'sorry' but that wouldn't fix anything. Now that she was gone it was just the two of us and I finally looked up at him only to find that he was watching my every move as if I was going to break down or break his bones any moment. 

"Nikki, I-I didn't plan for this to happen. I got drunk last night and I woke up with her in my bed. I'm sorry Nikki. I love you" he sounded desperate and I couldn't help but laugh a little. In the most humourless situation. He looked so confused.

"You're sober now Luke and you were still all over her. You're just a player. And I want nothing to do with you. Save your lies for someone else because I'm done" I walked right up to him with an evil smirk and leaned in close to his lips. I looked up at his eyes. They looked so hopeful.  Ha! What a silly boy. Just as he was expecting me to close the space between us; I stepped back and blew him a kiss before walking away. I tried my best to stay strong but I couldn't. I was shattered again. I'm strong enough to walk away; but broken enough to look back. He was still stood there; frozen in place with tears welling up in his perfect eyes. And it takes all the strength in me to not run back to him and forgive him. He doesn't deserve another chance. Sometimes giving someone a second chance is like giving them another bullet for their gun because they missed you the first time and I'm already broken enough as it is.

A.N~ Double update! thanks for reading my lovely potatoes! xx hmm who will Nikki go to for help with her broken heart?  Will it be Ash? Cameron? or  maybe Harry ;)