Nikki's p.o.v ~
me and James have been together for over a month now but we see each other less and less every day. He doesn't try anymore, we don't go on cute dates anymore or spend time together. And it's really making me feel down again. I've started my chemio therapy so I'm in hospital for probably up to 12 months and he's not here to support me. I've cried so much, I feel like there's just no more tears left. I don't get visitors oh yeah you mean that one person who you really miss but he never comes to visit? who James? no you dumb ass Harry! I don't like Harry! keep telling yourself that. Just admit it , you lost the moon while counting the stars, he's the one you want to be with. SHUT UP! My subconscious needs to stay quiet, I've had enough I hate looking in the mirror, I look like I'm about to die, my eyes are dull my hair-or what's left of it- is all over the place and I'm stick thin. I miss my hair so much, the way I could actually style it and brush through it and now I'm only left with a few clumps of hair that will also soon be gone. my thoughts are cut off when James walks in "waz up bitch?" he reeks of alcohol one thing I hate which brings back memories of what happened to me when I was 14 "you're drunk James,get away" he just came closer "guess what slut. I was out with a hot chick she wound me up and left I just need you to do me a favour" he said with a disturbing smirk on his face and I knew what he meant I just needed him to leave me now or its over.
Harry's p.o.v ~
I haven't seen nikki since the restaurant incident. she's going out with James and I'm definitely not thrilled about it but I don't care as long as she's happy, but I really don't like this guy I know that they're childhood friends but people change. I've decided to visit her and I'm outside her door when I hear a drunken voice from inside the room and I already know something is wrong and I have to make sure she's safe.
A.N ~ Ohhhhh what's Harreh gonna do? thanks for reading my lovely potatoes xx I know it's short but didn't want to put too much in because if I carried on it would be about 30 pages.
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stay strong (1D fanfic)
FanfictionNikki was once a normal teenage girl, but one day every thing came falling down. And that day just had to be her birthday.
