I woke up to find Harry snoring lightly beside me and my first reaction was to panic. why's he here? what happened? I asked myself a billion questions before remembering what happened. Thankfully I didn't get drunk or do anything crazy, well apart from falling asleep in the same bed as my ex boyfriend. But that's absolutely normal, we're friends now and this is what friends do. Right? wrong! you still fricking like him! just admit it to yourself! No I don't! While I was having an internal argument with myself, Harry started waking up beside me and the first thing that came to my mind was: pretend you're asleep. I panicked okay!? I turned my body away from his and did my best to fool him. it obviously worked because I'm such a pro. I felt Harry's weight shifting on the bed and I felt his cool breath tickling my neck as he whispered
"good morning beautiful" he still didn't notice that I was awake and started playing with my hair before hugging me softly as if he was trying to not disrupt my dreams. I gave in and pretend to just be waking up. I sat up and stretched my arms over my head before giving Harry a small smile. He returned it nervously probably wondering if I felt his touch or heard his whisper. To avoid any awkward situations I headed straight to the kitchen without even saying good morning and grabbed an apple from the fruit bowl before heading to the living room. Jaz was sleeping on the couch with Ariella curled up in her arms while Niall watched them, his eyes filled with adoration.
"Hey poop head" I whispered, trying to get him out of the living room so I could have someone to talk to. Luckily he understood and came right over and we went to the kitchen and I made him some toasties for breakfast. We sat in silence until he spoke up
"You do know that he loves you,right? "
"Does he? does he really love me or is that what you think?" he sighed.
"Nikki, it's so obvious! from the way that he looks at you and talks about you all the time. If he was ever in love, he was in love with you. I've never heard him talk about a girl with so much passion, you inspired him to write songs and even poems about you!" wait what? the famous womanizer, Harry Styles wrote songs and poems about me? haha yeah right.
"I'm not even sure if I still like him,let alone love him" And there goes another lie. I obviously still like him. Just a tiny bit.... more than I should.
"Well trust me, he definitely likes you. He even-"
And at that point, Harry came strolling into the kitchen without a care in the world and all I wanted to know is the ending to Niall's sentence. Harry just acted like everything was cool and he didn't just disrupt our conversation although he knew pretty damn well that we were talking before he walked in. What a prick.
A.N ~ Thanks for reading my lovely potatoes! xx
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FanfictionNikki was once a normal teenage girl, but one day every thing came falling down. And that day just had to be her birthday.
