Journal Entry

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Chef Park,


A journal entry meant for you again.

I wonder why do I still keep writing when I know very well that it will be the same entry that I will write? And that there's no chance you'll get to read this?

Hanggang kelan ba? Hanggang kelan ko ba dapat patunayan ang sarili ko?


I wander around

Here and there

Trying to find meaning

I feel like a mist...

Floating in the air.

You know me well, yeah sure.

But not too well to know that I am bleeding inside...



Pero alam ko naman na bukas, ibang kwento na naman ang ikwekwento mo. Ibang bagay na naman ang ipagagawa mo. at kahit na masakit, gagawin ko naman.


I am willing to do everything that I can to be strong and be independent in your eyes dahil gusto ko ikaw mismo ang makakita na kailangan din kita.

I am okay to keep pretending that I am happy making you happy while I am hurt.

Okay lang. Masaya na kong makita kang masaya, that means I'm doing a good job. At least, alam ko sa sarili kong may tama akong ginagawa. Sapat na yun.


Sapat na.

- Chai



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