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Its louis, freaking out!

Hey it's louis.

I am getting text left right and centre from the boys saying things like "were official" or "date tomorrow right!" And then there's me.

I would quite like to take Georgina on a date.

She said she had a crush on me, but that could of being because I'm in one direction and 1,00,000 girls always say that...

I hate to be uncertain weather someone likes me for me, or for my fame.

I don't act like it in any way shape or form, but it really doesn't get to me sometimes.

Sometimes I just want to act normal for a few days.

Obviously, I love what I do!

Me and my band members have helped so many people it's unreal, but millions of girls out their who love me, wouldn't give me a second look on the street if I wasn't famous.

The thought of that makes me feel sick!

Every so often I have a mini cry to my self.

I don't tell anyone, but I do sometimes.

It's hard, to not...

Anyway, Georgina.

I'm not saying I don't like her, because I do! But next month she is 18 and next month, I'm 22! I know it's not like very, very big jump, but it is a little big.

I know it's a silly thing to worry about, but I do!

I don't think I should worry about that too much though, as we haven't even gone on one date yet!

Harry has (apparently), Niall has, Liam has, Zayn nearly has and then there's me.

Looking lonely.

With Harry dating Amelia, and if I do end with with Georgina, I don't know what Larry shippers are gonna think!

And if they give either of them ANY hate, I will turn from a kind innocent Louis Tomlinson, to a deadly demon!

It really, really annoys me!

No joke.

I think I will ask Georgina out, not yet though.

In time?:)