Big, Bad Alpha *Completely rewritten*

Twelve

After a good ten minutes of Akira sobbing against his chest she went limp and Blayne knew that she'd fallen asleep. He picked her up easily, slipping his hands behind her back, and under her legs, lifting her to his chest. Blayne looked down at her tear streaked face and then looked away, unable to bare the sight to much without losing his control.

Blayne ignored the looks he got from the pack members, and Thomas as he carried Akira to his room. He knew he wouldn't be able to sleep tonight but he didn't care. He just hoped that Akira would get better rest if his scent was surrounding her. He made it to his room, and laid Akira on his bed. He could feel his arousal spike at seeing her in his bed, but simply backed away slowly shaking his head. "Control. Control. Control." Blayne whispered to himself. He looked one last time at Akira's sleeping face, then turned and left his room.

Akira woke the next day, her body seemed more relaxed than any other night she'd spent here in the Night pack and she couldn't explain why. Akira sat up slowly, and then looked around, instatnly noticing that this wasn't her room. She took a whiff and arousal hit her quickly, her mind only conjuring one name. Blayne. Her eyes fluttered closed but the sudden growl from her left made her snap her eyes open and jerk her head to see who made the sound. Her heart literally skipped in her chest when she seen her mate standing there, nose flared and eyes almost black. Akira wasn't sure what she should do with him standing there like he was. She took another sniff and smelt his own arousal which made her more excited. Akira wetted her suddenly dry lips.

"Wh- what am I doing here?" Akira asked when she finally found her voice.

Blayne was clenching and unclenching his hands and Akira couldn't help but watch how his muscles ripple. She wanted him as she'd never wanted anyone else. After he comfortable nights sleep she was clearer headed and knew why Blayne had did what he did and why her father had done what he did. She still couldn't get over that Blayne had slept with another female but it wasn't unheard of, maybe over time she could get past it.

Blayne could hardly keep his control, he had very little and it was taking much of his strength not to jump on the bed and join his mate.

He had just come back to the room to get instantly smacked in the face with the scent of Akira's arousal and it only worsened the longer he stayed. "Akira.." Blayne hadn't meant for it to come out a growl, but he was hanging on by strings. Blayne instantly noted that Akira clamped her thighs together, and scented her arousal rising.

"Blayne." Akira whispered, she couldn't. She couldn't fight him any more, she didn't want to. She wanted what her parents had and she'd never get that if she pushed it away. "Please." Her body felt like it was on fire and she knew that only her mate could extinguish the fire that was building inside her.

Blayne's control snapped at her plea, he moved with determined strides and grabbed Akira off the bed, smashing her to his chest as his mouth covered hers roughly. The kiss was hot, hard, rough yet in all of that Akira felt loved, cherished and wanted. Akira didn't hesitate to wrap her arms around his neck, and press her body against his solid chest. They kissed until they both needed air to breath, breaking apart they both panted, looking at each other.

"Akira if we don't stop now I wont be able to." Blayne admitted. He didn't want to take advantage of her pain. He knew she was hurting, he knew she was confused. But, if she didn't tell him to stop he wouldn't be able to control himself much longer.

Akira heard what Blayne told her, but didn't care. She was ready, she was beyond ready. She's waited all this time for a mate, and now knowing that Blayne had waited six years just for her father to be ready to let go made her heart swell with warmth. Blayne was everything she'd ever wanted and more, and she was more than ready to give herself fully to him. "I'm ready Blayne. I know, I know I've given you so much trouble. I've been stubborn but you're everything I've wanted in a mate and I don't want to wait any longer. Please."

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