When The ROYALTIES Unites

[26] I Have To

Alex’s POV

we are here in my house to practice the songs we’re playing at the school’s Christmas party.. buti na lang at binigyan kami ni Prof. Meyers ng isang week to practice..

“Tol, napansin mo ba nung isang araw ung kambal ni Shani??” biglang naitanong ni Geian..

“grabee, mood swings ba tawag dun??” tanong naman ni Sean..

“yeah, I think..” tanging sabi ko saa kanila.. tapos sinabi ko na focus na lang kami sa pag eensayo kasi next week na yung program..

But this feeling….. hindi ko alam pero kailangan kong protektahan si Shani.. I have this weird feeling na may balak si Gezia sa kapatid niya.. brrr.. ewan, mamaya ko na lang ito iisipin..

Shani’s POV

After ng dinner namin ng Ate ko, we decided to go home, since tumawag na din si Dad..

Akala ko magiging mabait na siya sa akin.. akala ko ung mga pinakita niya sa akin kanina ay totoo na.. akala ko magbabago na siya for real..

But all of those….. argh!! Akala ko lang pala talaga yun.. hinding hindi na siya magbabago…

Pero……..

Pero sabi niya she will change if I’ll beat her to that race, right? Then I’ll have to beat her.. pero alam kong hindi lang dun magtatapos ang lahat ng plano niya.. I know beside that race, kahit na matalo ko siya, ung pagiging mabait niya sa akin ay hindi permanente.. ano nga bang pwede kong gawin para totally she will be nice to me and will treat me as her twin.. as her sister.. *sigh*

If I’ll make this plan of mine, I know that Dad Mom and Alex will not be happy, but if my twin sister will be happy, then I’ll do it, even if a lot of people will be sad if I do this.. but I have no choice, if I want my sister to be happy and will treat me as her twin sister then this is the only plan I have to take and to risk.. sorry Dad.. sorry Mom.. and I’m so sorry Alex.. but I have to do this.. even if risking my life will be in this game, I’ll do it just for my sister’s sake of being nice already.. I want to my family to be as it is always.. complete.. happy.. and full of love..

“sis, mukhang lalim ng iniisip mo aah..” sabi ni Ate..

I notice that we are here infront of our house already..

“this is nothing..” cold kong sabi..

“don’t worry sister, I’ll still be nice to you kapag sa harap na nila, and I’m enjoying this being-nice-to-you-and-all, so stop the worrying..” she smiled at me..

“don’t fake it Ate.. this will not take long..” then I got out of the car..

“oh mga anak, saan kayo nagpunta..” salubong sa amin ni Dad..

“sister bonding Dad..” then they kissed me..

“that’s good.. you should do that more often.. para naman di kayo palaging nag aaway at……..” Gezia stop Mom..

“don’t worry Mama, this will be the start of our happy family..” the she hug them..

“so did the both of you have dinner already??” tanong ni Mommy..

“yeah Mommy, so let’s go inside already, it’s cold out here, don’t you think..” I sadi to them while embracing myself..

“yeah, lil’ sister is right, we should all go inside now..” sabi naman ni Ate..

At yun na nga, unang pumasok sina Daddy at Mommy.. sumunod naman si Ate at ako ang panghuli.. pero bago ako makapasok sa loob lumingon si Ate at sinabing, “see, I told you, they like it, but they will like it more if I beat you to that race, don’t worry sister, itong pagiging nice ko ay magiging permanente if you’ll beat me, but I know you can’t..” then she smirked at me at umalis na..

I’ll not beat you Ate.. I have to beat me para matapos na itong kasamaan mo..

Mawawala din ako sa buhay mo, even if maraming tao ang malulungkot.. if killing myself will make you happy, I’ll go for it..

But……..

But do I have to do this if I know a lot of people will miss me??

This is the right thing.. I know it is..

I’m sorry Dad, Mom, Alex and my friends..

But I have to….

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~LightEmoPrincess072