Blue's POV (Namiss ko kasi siya... lol)
Napasinghap ako ng unti unting bumabalik ang init sa katawan ko. Nawawala na yung lamig na bumalot sa katawan ko ng mahigit tatlong taon.
I opened my eyes. Only to see Red beeming down on me. Barely even touching the glass coffin-like tube that encased my hibernating body. Red looked like he was beaten up by some mindless idiots.
I started to move my stiffened body and tried to lift my fingers but I was still frozen. Tinitignan lang ako ni Red. Medyo malabo ang salamin kaya hindi ko makita ng mabuti ang mga mata niya. Hindi ko mabasa kung ano ang nasa isip niya. But all I know is that he was the one who unfroze me.
Minutes passed and my body started to ache. Meaning, I was already thawing. I was awake but I was left to this punishment for years. Consciousness faltering.
"Aaarrghh!!" I shouted and punched the glass in front of me. Not minding the pain as my hands started to bleed from punching the bulletproof glass.
Unti unting bumukas ang salamin sa ibabaw ko. And the warm air that I haven't felt for years welcomed me.
*flashback*
"As soon as now." Sagot ko. Kailangan na naming makaalis dito ngayon. Hindi ko na kayang pakisamahan pa ang baliw kong kapatid.
Nasiraan na siya ng bait. At ako naman itong si tanga na sumusunod lang sa mga pinagagawa niya. I can't belive how desperate I have become when what I only wanted was to be loved by my father and half-brothers.
Akala ko matututunan na akong mahalin ng aking ama kung malalaman niya na miyembro na ako ng pinakamagaling na Assasin group sa buong Europe. Pero bakit pa ba ako umaasa? The only thing he knows how to do is drink and get high in his drugs. He only appreciates Red and Dez kahit na pare parehas lang kami ng narating.
Sino ba ako? Ako lang naman yung dahilan kung bakit naghiwalay sila ng asawa niya. Kasalanan ko ba ang pagiging taksil niya?
Bumukas ang pinto ng kwarto ko at niluwa nun si Red na may hawak hawak na plastic.
"B-blue... heto gamot." Sabi niya at hinagis saakin ang plastic na dala niya.
"P-persepho- Satana, magpahinga ka na. Gabi na." Pagkatapos niyang sabihin iyon ay lumabas na siya.
I just shook my head. Isa pa to sa mga bagay na hindi ko maintindihan kay Red. One moment, he's a aggressive and unreasonable person. The next moment, he's back to being that caring and doubtful person that we knew. Isa din to sa mga dahilan kung bakit nagaalala akong iwan siya. Hindi na siya stable. I. Need to know the truth. I cant just leave him kahit na nasiraan na siya ng bait.
"Satana. Magpahinga ka na muna. Bukas na lang ulit natin pagusapan kung pano tayo makakaalis dito. Ang importante. Nasa matinong pagiisip si Red ngayon." Oo nagaalala ako para kay Satana pero alam kong hindi magagawa ni Red na... na patayin si Satana.
"Ummh... magpagaling ka. Kung aalis ako dito. Dapat kasama kita."
*end of flashback*
Unti unti akong bumangon. Medyo nahilo pa ako pero kinaya din naman ng katawan ko. Inabot ni Red ang kamay ko peeo hindi ko pinansin iyon.
Angry is an understatement of how I feel about him. Hindi lang ako galit sakanya. Mas matindi pa sa galit ang nararamdaman ko para sa kanya. I hate him. I'd rather want him dead than anything else.
Binawi niya ang kamay niya at yumuko. I'm older than him by two years but he is by far stronger than me. Minana nila ni Dez ang lahat ng pagmamayari nila galing sa ama naming walang kuwenta. While on the other hand I earned my money from the scraps my mother left for me.
Hindi naranasan ng mga kapatid ko ang kumain mula sa basura. But I did. I have a father who disowned me and a mother who left me after giving birth to me. What should I expect? She's a freaking prostitute.
"B-blue..." sinamaan ko ng tingin si Red. I've noticed scars in his face and hands that were covered with stupid excuses for a bandage.
I hate myself. I hate myself because I can't admit to myself that even if my brother deserves to die I can't hate him enough to kill him myself. I pity him and the elderly brother side that was kept in the darkest part of my heart all these years keeps coming out.
I snatched his right hand. Not wanting to hurt him but still show a facade that says 'I hate you to the point I want you dead'. I ripped away the cloth that covered the infected wounds. Then pulled him to one of the medicine kits displayed here and immediately cleansed his hands with some alcohol and wrapped it with a fresh bandage. Then dropped his hands. Still not talking to him.
"B-blue... I-I'm sorry. I didn't have a Choice-"
"F*ck your god d*mn choices Red. Kapatid ang turing ko sayo eh. Ang laki ng tiwala ko sayo! But you were the reason I'm here in the first place. Wag mong masabi sabi saakin na hindi mo sinasadya Red! Your stupid obsession is the reason why I'm here. Why this is happening to me!" Nanatili lang siyang nakayuko.
"Nasaan si Satana?" My voice came out as cold as the polar ice caps in the south. Which even gave me the chills.
"Pupuntahan pa lang namin siya at si Thanatos." Sabi niya na hanggang ngayon ay nakayuko pa rin.
"Sinong kasama mo? At ano na naman ang pinaplano mo? Kung papatayin niyo na kami ngayon pwedeng ako na lang? Hayan niyo na sila." Sabi ko na may halo pa ring lason ang boses ko.
"Si Dez." Paanong nandito siya? Ang alam ko nasa Emperia si Deizmond.
"Bakit nandito si Dez!? Anong ginagawa niya dito? At ano ba ang pinaplano niyo ha!?" Bakit pati si Deizmond kailangang madamay dito?
"Itatakas na namin kayo."
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So... the next chapters will be mostly flashbacks. The first escape. The betrayal and everything else in between.
Credits sa opinions ni PulKing at Gjen22.
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