Heartbreak #26

Chapter 23

Chapter 23 [Breaking Bonds]

Naguguluhan ako na hindi maintindihan.

Alam niyo yun. Yun bang you feel something weird pero hindi mo mexplain yung feeling na yun.

Yun bang parang gusto mo siyang iexpress pero hindi mo magawa cause your not even sure about what you feel. Yun bang parang may gusto kang gawin pero wala kang magawa cause you don’t know.

Ganun ang feeling ko ngayon. And it’s damn irritating.

It’s Saturday. Usually, busy ako pag Saturdays. Kung wala ako sa galaan, I make it a point na nagpapakabusy ako over something. But this Saturday is simply different. Wala akong maisipang gawin.

Nagpaikot ikot sa bahay namin. Para nga daw akong supervisor sabi ni yaya Lourdes. Hanggang ayun, sa pag-iikot ikot ko eh napadpad ako sa basement ng bahay namin.

It’s actually been a very long time since napadpad ako sa portion na ‘to ng bahay namin. Bakit naman kasi ako pupunta dito diba?

Well, kung hindi niyo na naitatanong e, this is the place where I’ve been keeping my piano. Unang plano ko kasi talaga eh gumawa ng isang recreational room ko kung saan ilalagay ‘tong piano. But since naging busy nga ako eh dito na lang tuloy nauwi ‘tong piano ko.

Umupo ako sa piano chair at pumindot sa piano.

Haha.. ewan ko ba. Yung tunog talaga ng piano, it gives me an inexpicable feeling. I wonder why I stopped playing…

I closed my eyes and started playing a song sa piano.

Now Playing: Back Home

“How can I stand the day alone

I recall the times when our love was thrown

And how will I get through the day

My tears are falling down

Remembering the words you said

Tell me that our love won’t fade away

Can anybody tell me how a perfect love went wrong

Can anybody heal my heart and mend my broken soul

If there’s someone who can count my tears and all my sorrow

Oh please make him come back home”

Closed eyes, biglang nagflashback ng mabilis sakin yung mga nangyari buong week. From Kim crying to Vince hugging me, there, everything slowed down that the flashback almost stopped. Then, narinig ko yung malakas na kabog ng dibdib ko.

“You promised a lifetime of love that will never fade

Until the day the sun no longer shines

But you’ve let my heart died

You left me all alone I’m grieving now

Coz you found someone new

Tell me this is not a game you play

Can anybody tell me how a perfect love went wrong

Can anybody heal my heart and mend my broken soul

If there’s someone who can count my tears and all my sorrow

Oh please make him come back home”

flashback

“What if it’s not your ordinary love? Kakailanganin mo pa ba ng warning?”