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Hey guys, so I've been dealing with alot of health issues lately but I have a major question. But before I address it I want to let you guys know something.

I will be almost completely inactive on December 14-16 due to the face I will be having a surgery. The surgery will be to fix the hole that they found in my heart. Its not Open Heart most likely, but the plan is to go through the main artery in my legs. Anyways, I will be in the hospital for 3 days.

I also suffer from Postural Hypotension Tachycardia Syndrome and slight Postural Orthostatic Tachycardia Syndrome, which can throw me into seizures and fainting spells if I'm not careful when I stand or sit. These conditions often give me dizzy spells, head aches, I have trouble concentrating quite often, and I have lack of energy, even though I get like 8 hours sleep, I can easily up that to 12-14 hours with this condition. It also can give me chest pains. (Though doctors say it's a pinched nerve, it can happen in two places at once and can put into tears, sometimes it feels like it's my actual heart that hurts most of the time)

Now onto the next part. I have quite a bit of anxiety and I also have very low self-esteem. I don't know if you guys actually like these one-shots. I haven't gotten much feed back from you guys honestly. So I don't know if you guys want more chapters of my shitty ass writing. Now this is a one-shot book I really love, like all my other books. It's a one-shot book where I can give readers their preferred scenarios.

I just dont know if you guys want me to continue this book. So please let me know what you think. I really WANT to know, as a writer, what you guys want.

Do you want me to continue?

Or

Do you want me to stop?

Please let me know. It means alot honestly.

Love, iEmnerz.

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