Freak! || TaehyungXReader *UNDER EDITING*

Crushes and Misses

Your POV~

I woke up and got showered after getting changed I went down to eat breakfast

"Mum??" I don't even know why I called they've gone to work, I looked at the table and saw my plate there

I hate that my parents have to go to work before I come down to eat with them, I quickly ate and made my way to school

(School) 

I got to school pretty early so I went to my classroom and started cleaning it and when I got to Taehyungs desk I left some money and sweets there, I loved him so much but he doesn't really date anyone so I think I don't really have a chance with him but it's good to try, even though he doesn't know that it's me leaving it for me.

Soon everyone started to come in so I went to my seat which was at the back and soon class started 

(Lunch time) 

I went to the basketball court and sat in the bench and watched Taehyung playing with his friends and like always, I just admired him 

'Wow Taehyung is so handsome, maybe I should confess to him, but what would he think of me? Maybe he does like me' I was so lost in my thoughts I didn't realise he was staring at me you quickly looked down and I could feel my face getting so heating up turning red.

Taehyungs POV

'She is so weird, why is she always there?' I thought to myself 

"Dude-" Yoongi punches my shoulder and I look at him "-you see that girl on the bench l am pretty sure she likes you" Yoongi says to me and I scoff "Are you kidding me?me? That freak? no way" I say to him as I throw the ball into his chest and we just laughed it off but I could feel that she was staring at me so I turned and it was her, that freak, staring at me I looked at her and still she didn't even move but then she looked down and she turned red, 'What a freak' I say to myself and continue to play with the boys 

Your POV~
"Y/n stop staring at him" Suzy comes and sits next to me preparing to eat her food  "What do you want?" I look at her and asked her "Whatever" She eats and leaves me alone "Y/n we have to go to class now" She again cuts me off and I gather my stuff "Okay" 

It was end of lunch time so I stood up and walked to class 

'I should confess shouldn't I?' This thought just stayed in my head all day until you went I bed 'I will confess and hopefully he will accept me, I'll wear my best dress tomorrow' I think to myself as I find myself drifting to bed smiling.

(Next day)

I wake up excited, today I will confess to Taehyung, I skipped around the house and to school so happy on what was going to happen today, the school day went fast and at lunch I slipped a note to Taehyung to meet me on the field after school. And now I am standing in the middle of the field waiting for him, even though it i cold I will wait for him I know he will come for me 

'Just give him 5 more minutes y/n' I say to myself for the 5th time as my teeth chatter together. A few minutes passed an someone tapped my shoulder I turned around to see my prince "Hi Taehyung!" I said happily 

"What do you want" he says in a harsh tone but I ignore it "Well....erm..." "Can you hurry up I got places to be, people to see" He says but I can't believe he is here standing in front of me 'what to do what to do' 

"Well....taehyungilikeyoualot" I say in a rushed note and put my head down "What did you say... look if your gonna waste my time I need to go" I quickly grab his arm to stop him "No... Taehyung I like you" I finally say with enough courage "What, are you joking, eww why would I ever go for a freak like you,must be kidding me" He says laughing, I looked down discourages as tears start to form in my eyes "I know your joking, sorry I don't go for freaks like you" He continues to say Laughing and he walks away

'Wow that was embarrassing' you thought and slowly walked home upset, How could he? He called me a freak? Am I? Maybe I should just stop like him, I actually can't though.' So many thoughts was running in you head and you didn't know what to do

Authors POV

You woke up and looked at the time, 

'09:46 pm' 

"urgh" You groan as you move around your bed 

You went to your closet to get some clothes for the day and took a bath.

(2 hours later)

You were in the bath for about 2 hours and all you was thinking was about what Taehyung said 'Freak like you.' Do people think that of me? You thought to yourself you got out of the tub and got dressed and layed in bed confused.

"Dinner!" Your mum shouted from the kitchen and you got up and went downstairs, you sat down lazily seeing your dad already perspires to have his dinner, your mum served you and your dad your dinner and you all ate together in silence. It was silent for a while but you broke the silence.

Your POV~ 

"Mum" "Yes honey?" "Can I move school?" I ask slyly "Why?" "I don't really like my school, teachers are so mean" I pout as I lie to my parents "I didn't know that's how your school was like" My dad puts down the newspaper in his hand and says adding himself into the conversation "Yeah it's really bad" you replied lying again "Well if you're unhappy and thats what you want I agree with your decisions" My dad agrees "Well in that case, yes you can. I'll apply for a new school for you right away" She adds proudly and I smile with glee "Thanks mum" I say plastering a fake smile on my face and my mum went to our computer room and I went upstairs packing all your old school clothes and throwing them out.

(11:00)

I heard knocks on my door so I went to the door and my mum said "I have applied for a school and they said you can start Tomorrow isn't that good news" My mum says to me slightly cheering "Yeah" I say in a sarcastic tone "And guess what?" "What?" "It's own clothes meaning no uniform" My mum says looking even happier that she doesnt have to get new clothes for me "Great" I add putting my thumbs up "Now get to sleep, don't want to be late for your first day" My mum said pushing me back into my room "Alright good night" "Goodnight my baby sleep tight" My mum said kissing my forehead and exiting my room 

'What's this new school gonna be like? Am I gonna like it? Will they think I am a freak?' You thought to yourself and went to bed.

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I finished this book exactly a year ago and now I am editing it thats so crazy but anyway tell me what yall think in the comments 

First part of my second ff

Anyways I changed my cover to

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Edited 17/04/17

Day edited of book; 07/11/17