The popular girl and the nerd

Confused

A/n!!
So this chapter is going to be kind of short sorry I just had to update! But thank you for all the reads I know it's not a lot but I'm getting there :).
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   "Cam. Cammmm? Cammm!!" I snap out of my thoughts and focus on Cristina.

"Oh sorry." I mumble. She gives me a weird look but I don't look at her.

"What's up dude. You've been distant lately." I haven't told anyone about me and Brett yet. I just didn't want to accept it I guess.

"I didn't tell you did I?" She just shrugged and I sighed. "Me and Brett are done." I say shortly. Her eyes go wide.

"No way. Because of the fights with Harry and him?" She asks. I just nod. "Aw Cameron I'm sorry. Listen don't think about it to much. I promise everything is going to be just fine." I shrug. She puts her arm around my shoulder and side hugs me.

"I love you Cris." I really did. She's always there when I need her. She is pretty much my long lost sister.

"Love you too Cam Cam." I smile and look down.

"How much time do we have till practice?" I ask her. She looks at her phone.

"Um like 30 minutes." I nod and look around the courtyard. I see a couple sitting on a bench kind of far away from us and I look away quickly. Don't think about it don't think about it. Then my eyes land on Harry. Shit. I haven't talked to him since we kissed, and it sucks because now I know that we can't talk without being awkward. I'm not going to lie I liked the kiss, a lot but I don't know how I feel. There's just to much going on for me to decide if I have feelings for him or not. He glances at me and I quickly look away.

  "What was that?" Cristina asks eyeballing me. I just shrug.

  "I don't know he might be mad at me from the whole Brett thing." I lie. I know for sure that Harry isn't mad at me. I couldn't tell Cristina that we kissed, I just couldn't. She nodded and shrugged.

  "Let's go get changed." She said. I just nodded and glanced at Harry, his back facing me. I sigh and get up with Cristina.

After practice I start to walk home. I didn't drive my car to school because I'm low on gas and I don't have any gas money yet. I walk into my neighborhood and walk slowly to my house.

"Hey Cameron." I hear someone say behind me. I jump a little and turn around. Harry.

"Oh hey." I sigh smiling. He's not wearing his glasses and he looks really attractive right now. Stop thinking like that Cameron. He stays quiet for a second not looking at me.

"Can I talk to you?" He says suddenly. I look at him still.

"Yeah. Do you want to come over for a little?" I ask. He nods and looks up. I smile and we walk silently to my house. Once we both walked it I led him to my kitchen. He sat in the same spot the last time he was over and waited for me.

"Do you want anything to drink?" I offered. He shook his head and I just nodded. I sat next to him. I watched him fidget with his fingers. "So you wanted to talk?" I say breaking the silence.

"Um uh yeah I do," he sighs. "I wanted to talk about the kiss that uh happened.." I didn't say anything. I just stared at him. What's there to talk about? "I just wanted to say that I felt something. When we kissed. And I haven't stopped thinking about it. I-I just actually feel happy around you Cameron. I-I mean I.... I don't know why I'm talking about this. I'm stupid I shouldn't have came here I'm sorry-" He got out of his seat and started to walk out. I quickly slid off my seat.

"Harry don't!" I called out. He stopped at the door and ran his hand through his perfectly slicked back hair making it fall out of it's perfect condition. "Harry I haven't really stopped thinking about it either. I just don't know how I feel for sure. My feelings are kind of just all over the place. I don't know." I say resting my hand on my hip and rubbing my forehead. "I do like you Harry. But maybe we can get to know each other a little more. I want to know you Harry." He didn't look as awkward anymore. He had a slight smile on his face and it made me smile.

"I like you Cameron. I want to get to know you too like a lot." He said smiling bigger. "I just don't know why you would like me I mean-"

"Aye! Nope don't do that. I hate it when you bring yourself down. I would like you because you are super smart, adorable, handsome, funny..." I trailed off. What was I saying. I mean all of those things are true but am I really saying them aloud? I clear my throat and looked at Harry. He was still staring at me. He took a couple steps forwards to get closer to me.

"You know why I would like you Cameron? Because you are a smart, beautiful, charming, charismatic, kind, funny, huge hearted girl." I blushed and looked at the ground. When did Harry become such a charmer? I mean jeez. I almost melted at his feet. I looked up and was met by his big green eyes. Oh those eyes. I looked down at his lips and he did the same.

"Harry?" I almost whispered.

"Hm?" He hummed. I sighed, here goes nothing.

"Maybe we can kiss one more time." I said quietly. He just smiled and leaned in. Next thing I know my lips are moving again his. I still don't know how he's such an amazing kisser.

I don't know how I'm going to stay away from Harry.

I have zero clue how.