His 'meant to be' (Kaisoo)

Chapter 4: Welcome (not)

Kai hadnt expected it but kyungsoo acualy agreed to his suggestion after another week had past. and it was 1 day before kyungsoo could be released from the hospital.

,, kris ,.. " kyungsoo held kris hand
,, it's been another couple of weeks now .. and i'm going to leave the hospital tomorrow ... em.. you probably have already noticed ,that is if you liste to me sometimes .. that youre stupid friend's going to take me in until you wake up .. since we lost our apartment "
kyungsoo tightend his grip on kris hand .

,, kris , .. i realy , realy , reealy dont want to go to kai .. so please wake up and help me search an apartment for us.. i'm already having stress with school , how the fuck am i going to keep up with the stuff i missed for
. 1 mounth . and to top that i'm blind. how am i gonna learn that stupid blind reading and at the same time catch up ? . dont you see that i need you ? " kyungsoo was close to tears .
his brother was always there always.
not hearing ,neither seeing his face was painful.

,, at least i can still feel things .. like youre cold hand ,that doesnt move even a fucking inch ,.. .
or ... the pain on my side when i sit . when i sleep
i swear theres a bruise .but .. as you might guess i cannot fucking see it.. and i surely wont tell that suncream freak .. neither that doc who thinks he knows everything better .. you know it realy hurts .. you should be realy concerned "

kyungsoo losened his grip, when his older brother still showed no reaction.

,, if you would just for once let me hear youre annoying concerned voice .. " kyungsoo let go of his hand and signed

,, and if you're up there right now ... looking at the pathetic me. listening to my pathetic speech then please .. at least tell dad i miss him too ." kyungsoo said soft . and a tear escaped his eye.

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,, so you're ready ?" kai asked . as he looked at the boy on the passenger seat ,having a tight gripp on the door .
,, should i slow down ? ,i can slow down if you feel scared of-"
,, i'm not scared !" kyungsoo interrupted .

,, it's normal to be scared , after all that had happened " kai told him

,, are you deaf ? i told you i'm not scared " kyungsoo repeated

kai clenched his teeth but then smirked slightly and started to drive real fast for one sec . before stoping harsh . kyungsoo shrugg into the seat squeezing his eyes shut . till the car stoped .

,, i'm not scared" kai imitated kyungsoo and chuckled . but regret it after he felt the little fist hit him hard on his shoulder .right after he started to speed the car up again .
,, ahh !" he almost drove off the road .
,, you idiot !" kyungsoo yelled at him as he felt the fast movements ,shaking them in the car .and the other cars honk

kai pulled over and let the cars pass .as he exhaled the breath he had Held in before another punsh hit him on his shoulder ,once again .
he winced and bend his body foreward while rubbing his shoulder as he looked at kyungsoo, who's .. SMILING ! .