Kai was a simple guy .
with a normal peaceful life
Kyungsoo however seemed to be rather violent in little things as hating others for no reason or delivering painful punches ,he was the little brother of Kris
(Kai's best friend )
both of them didn'...
he woke up in the middle of the night to find an empty bed besides him .
,, Soo ?" he sat up looking around . and eventually he stood up and walked towards the door . opening it . he saw nothing but darkness . so he turned on the lights .
jongin froze when he saw kyungsoo sitting there his face burried between his knees. that he hugged tight to his chest .
,, kyungsoo ?" he asked getting closer. and the younger looked up revealing his red teary eyes .
,, hey .." he softly spoke walking closer he sat down besides him and hugged him half . ,, whats wrong ?" he asked softly. but kyungsoo didnt answer and instead whiped away his tears .
,, nothing ..i'm fine ."
,, stop saying that , you're clearly not "
,, yes i am !" he yelled wich only caused his voice to crack ,, .. i-it was just another nightmare"
,, about the shadows " he didnt know how much those words hurt in kyungsoos chest .
,, you know that you dont have to be afraid ." jongin rubbed his back ,, i'm here . i'll protect you .. because i love yo-" ,, no " kyungsoo interuppted him and new tears ran down his cheecks . ,, no you dont "
,,what ?" jongin frowned surprised as that caught him off guard.
,, you dont love me. and you shouldnt "
,, why would you say something like that "
,, if you knew.. " he sobbed ,, if you knew how stained i am then you wouldnt "
,, stained ?"
kyungsoo chuckled weak whiping away his tears .wich got quieck replaced with new once.
,, kyungsoo what's wrong ? " jongin moved even closer causing kyungsoo to chuckled weak once more .
,, if you knew how they tied me to a chair everytime i got back home from school . because they were afraid I might run away .
how they punished me when i came late . how they shot- ... how they killed my mum " his breathing fastened and the tears streamed down his cheeks
,, kyungsoo " jongin was confused and shocked at the same time
,, if you knew how... how used i am.. i tried to stop them i realy realy.. f-fucking tried but they kept coming and they were strong .. i couldnt even .. they always ripped my clothes off and i tried to fucking tell them to stop .. but they kept going .. it hurt so much . i'll never forget that pain . ' his voice slowly disappeard
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if you knew how disgusting i am" kyungsoo cried moving away from jongin in shame.
and jongin was silent . taking in what kyungsoo had just told him it was confusing but he knew already what it meant , yet he didnt understand . ,,kyungsoo .. " jongin said as a tear rolled down his own eyes. he couldnt describe how much it pained him just imagening his kyungsoo going through that .
