His 'meant to be' (Kaisoo)

Chapter 44 : you love me

(play media when i say)

or not i dont care its your decicion ❤
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its been an houre walk when he finally neared the house .he could already hear the music and it kinda made him freeze again .

but the tought of seeing kyungsoo made him take another step.
the tought of seeing kris without getting punshed made him take another step .
and the tought of holding kyungsoo made him move even further .

and finally he found himself standing in front of the wooden door even rho he knew the party was in the garden. he just had to knock or to ring the bell .

he took a deep breath as he gaterd his curage and kno-
but ofcorse the door opened before his knuckles meet the wood .

,, jongin! " eren practically jumped into him with her hands around him .

,,eren hey .." he sounded nervous as he looked behind her already having eyes out for kris or kyungsoo .

,, i didnt know you were coming did you talk with kris ?" she scanned him .

,, i-i .. em .. well .. no .." he blinked ,, i.. i tought you and suho were the ones talking to him ?"

,, no as far as i know we didnt at all say anything to him you told us to leave it and we did "

he frowned at that .so kris acually invited..? wtf ? did he hit his head again ? what happened ? why suddenly ? didnt he hate him ?

,, lets just ask, come on " eren pulled him inside with a tight gripp around his wrist .

he took a few breaths looking around and being realy anxious right now .he tried to distract himself with all the unfamiliar faces around him .
he wasnt the type to get nervous over something like this .
he wasnt the type to get this nervous at all .

but when he finally spotted kris laughing while he stood with a few friends on the food table.he could have sworn his heart stoped and he just wanted to sink into the ground .

,, earth to jongin "
he turned back to eren

,, you ok ? "

he looked back at kris nodding hesitatly and just at that moment kris eyes turn and landed on him.
however didnt he dare show any reaction as he watched like a frozen idiot .how the elder rubbed over his friends shoulder and approached to jongin .

,, jongin ." he spoke with a smile wich made jongin even more perplexed .as he had no words to say anything and instead examed kris eyes . blinking .

the taller chuckled at that .
,, eren ,i think suho searches you .you should go to him "

she looked at both understanding that they need to talk alone so she nodded and walked away sending jongin a supportive smile as she left.

,,.. em .. kris-"
,, lets just not talk about what happened .." he exhaled looking around the party ,, i didnt know this many people would come ..
to be honest more than half of them i cant even remeber the name of "
jongin chuckled at that .slightly relaxing. but he had too much going on in his head to completly relax now .
,, why ?" he then asked .

,, why what ?"

,, why did you invite me ?"
he looked around the party aswell

,, its been 3 mounths or so right ?"

,, 3 mounth 2 weeks and 4 days " he mutterd smiling sadly .

and kris released a half laughed breath knowing that kyungsoo has been secretly counting the days aswell as him
,, i'm tired of this jongin .. i cant sleep,kyungsoo cant,and i bet you cant either "