His 'meant to be' (Kaisoo)

Chapter 38 : Fun & games

,, well ?"

,, well what ?" kyungsoo forrowed his eyebrows

,, did you sleep well ?"

,, yeah " he smiled thinking of how he cuddled to jongin .

this was going on for a while now always meeting jongin and cuddling until he fell asleep but whats annoying is that jongin isnt besides him anymore when he wakes up .

,, you know i'm glad that you're back .. back " kris smiled and kyungsoo just gave a weak one in return

,, same "

he knew that jongin couldnt be with him longer because kris didnt know of them but he knew that he lived with jongin and that jongin ran away and thats whats making kris so angry at him .

,, why arent we going out?" the younger than asked sitting upright as he searched for kris on the couch .
he heard a few steps and soon his small hand got towerd by a bigger one .however was that hand not as warm as jongins .

,, the doctor said you should focus on getting better " he stroke over the bony hand .

,, i am better "

a weak chuckled left kris mouth as he sat down besides kyungsoo on the couch pulling him closer .to somehow warm the cold body of his little brother up
,, almost "
kyungsoo is always cold. the doctor said its because he doesnt have enough fat to save the heat, thats why kris always made sure if he needed a blanket or a jaket .[idk i heard that somewhere it probably sounds weird but .. think about it ]

,, isnt fresh air and youre idiot friends a help ?.. " he carefully asked ,, i havent seen eren for a while .."

a sigh was heard from the elder
,, i dont want you to see them anymore "

,, you mean you dont want to see them anymore.. "

another heavy sigh came from the elder .
,, we had this talk before "

,, i know but i just think that you're realy overreacting .. like
first you're angry at jo- kai..."

,, what ?" the confusing painted kris' voice as he almost heard th real name of kai , wich kyungsoo shouldnt know .. or did his bestfriend acually tell his name ?

,, what i mean is, you're overreacting over this "

,, how is this overreacting ??"

,, its dumb enough to be angry at kai but you're literly blaming everyone for what happened ..but its none of their fault-"
,, they should have been here for you but they werent instead they all ran away"

silently he closed his eyes again trying to come up with words that dont reveal too much but aswell open the elders eyes .
,, you dont know how difficult i was and .. if i were kai .. i dont .
i dont think i would've been able to at all stay with me ." before kris could answer kyungsoo opened his mouth again ,, plus, he came back "

,, thats not the point "

,, no its not ,the point is that everyone makes mistakes for gods sake and i dont have to tell you that kai's not the type of guy who only thinks about himself and trust me suho and eren are neither .suho took me in and cared for me and eren was always there to help me and stand besides me .. even at the court when we found out that tao was her brother " he explained as he backed a little away from kris .

,, why " slow and curious his elder brother looked over him ,, why do you care so much about them you never liked kai and suho is a policeman a policeman you know like you always said
the whores of the state "
this made the shorter grin proudly .