His 'meant to be' (Kaisoo)

Chapter 7: Scared

,, Kris !!"

,, kris !!" kyungsoo screamed

jongins eyes shot open . in shock he jumped out of bed and rushed out of his room turning the lights on in the living room . on his way

and glancing over to the boy struggeling on the couch .
he approached and grabbed kyungsoos thin upper arms to hold him still

,, soo!.. kyungsoo! wake up. it's just a nightmare " jongin tried .holding him still.

when kyungsoo then opened his red wet eyes . but didnt seem to calm down .he still had that terrified look in his eyes ,that were uilding new tears.
,, kyungsoo ?" jongin asked unsure.
the latter blinked a few times when he lowerd him again

,, a-m .. am i awake ?" kyungsoo rubbed over his eyes trying to find out himself .but everything was still black .

,, yes " jongin told him
and he released a breath as he swollowed but winced slightly when he made a more comfotable position

,, do you want to change the plaster "

,, no ..it doenst hurt "

,, are you ok ?"

he cleared his throat before answering ,, fine "

,, fine looks different "

,, well what do i seem to you then ?" kyungsoo was still upset .and another few tears rolled down his cheeks wich he quieckly wiped away
,, fuck "

,, you know you can talk to me right ?"

,, i just ..fucking miss him " he admitted quietly afraid that his voice might crack if he spoke louder .
kai sighed understanding .

,, i'm sure he's gonna come back soon "

,, but when !? .. you dont understand .. he's all i have. i already fucking lost all the others. if kris leaves then ..
then i'm alone again .and-"
,, stop saying that " jongin cut him off smiling weak ,, you're not alone . i'm here too "

,, but your an idiot "

,, well autsch " jongin acted offended . and soo couldnt help but chuckle.

,, you get what i mean.. you dont even know me and i dont know you "

,, well i know that you like chocolate . that youre fists realy hurt, that you hate sleeping full coverd by the blankets .that you never sleep with pants ,only in underwear , that you hate being called cute , that you loved to cook ,that you always yawn and stretch your left hand foreward when you wake up ,that you love music . and if i leave you you feel uncomfortable . because your feel like you're lost . " jongin explained to him . and Soo didnt expect that jongin knew so much. it made him feel kinda happy but he just shoved that feeling back . and it got awkwardly quiet .as the Shorter was taking the words in asking himself how jongin knew so much.

,, i mean .. that's what i've been seeing the past few days .. " the elder corrected nervously
,, so anyway .. we should go back to sleep "he then stood up again

,, jongin !" Soo sat up in instand , ignoring the pain , that shot like lightning through his body. and the taller one stoped in his track looking at him however not noticing the pain behind his mask.

,, i.. em .. can you . stay ?" he asked nervous .but cutely
jongin walked back and smiled at Soos slightly pink cheecks . as he sat beside him .it was the first time he had seen the younger blush . and it was C-U-T-E
no stop it .. wtf ? shut up !

jongin pattend Soos hand to assure him he's still here . and pushed back the thoughts he just had when the younger layed back again .

,, i know you miss him too " Soo spoke   ,, i'm sorry .."