His 'meant to be' (Kaisoo)

Chapter 30 : After time

triggering pic .warning

After almost half a year

slowly yet loud steps echoed through the apartment .

cold ,
it was cold again. the whole apartment was cold but that didnt bother him ,because he liked the cold.

he walked over to his table taking his watch and putting it on his wrist .as he made his way to the kitchen taking an apple with him when he heard the door unlock .

,, hey , i'm back " sehun said with a shaking voice but a bright smile over his lips .
he looked upon him seeing the white nature crystals that were decorating all over the younger .

,, its snowing isnt that amazing honey ?" sehun walked closer to him and gave him a little peek on his lips .he just smiled weakly at that .
but didnt know what to say neither did he want to talk now.

,, honey are you ready " sehun questioned as he returned to him grabbing a new jaket .he always changed his jakets and clothes all the time also his shoes ,
yeah he was that kind of person .everything needed to be perfect clean tidy and pretty .
,, honey i'm talking to you" unpatient sehun looked at him .

,, yeah i got it its fine .i'm ready "

,, but youre hair isnt even styled" upset he acted as if it was a major problem .

,,lets leave it, i like it the way it is "

,, but its so messy " the younger frowned moving his fingers through his hair .

he stoped once he noticed the glance in his lovers eyes and sehun moved back .
,, its because of youre old friend isnt it ?"

,, what ?"

,, dont talk shi-nonsense "

,, why didnt you just curse ?" he asked annoyed

,, because we are smarter than that "
he rolled his eyes .

,, hey ," he moved his face up with a hand on his chin ,, its fine we'll probably not even see him and its only going to be for a short time until my father gets better and i can leave the company alone ."
not realy wanting to, he eventually agreed .

,, good now come " he pattend him on his back
and jongin just walked out letting himself get pushed towards the door with the hand of sehun onto his back .

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the whole thing was just annoying to jongin .
its been so so long since he has last been here and he didnt realy want to remeber all the memories of that place . he has just filled the hole this place has given him altho he would sometimes look at himself and just feel like he doesnt want to continue .he sometimes closed his eyes in front of the mirror to not look at himself anymore.to just escape into a dreamland for at least 1 sec.

,, kai ?..what are you doing ?" the female voice of sehuns mother came from across the room .
and he opened his eyes as he turned his head towards her .

,, nothing " he smiled and walked towards her .helping her to set the table .as sehun arrived aswell

,, so how's dad ?" he asked smiling as he sat down .

,, he just still has a headache and needs to stay at the hospital due to his lack of strenght but the doctors said he will be fine " she said ,, and this morning. you wont believe what happened .. " she grinned and jongin knew one of her jokes are following now ,, i was sitting with him ok .. and then all of the sudden he asked me where his glasses went ." laughing she explained ,, and you know where they were ? ..
in his hands !" she laughed and with her, sehun, together they laughed as if it was the funniest thing ever but realy to jongin .. it was just uncomfortable .he also smiled .painfully fake and uncomfortable