His 'meant to be' (Kaisoo)

Chapter 18: Realize

he slowly opened his eyes again .
feeling nothing but weak ..
sheolently he groaned .

it was black .
black as always .
he should finally accept that thats not gonna change .

,, heey !" he heard a female voice calling .

,, heey !" again.. who is that .

,, stop it !" 

,, mhhm. fucking asshole ! hey!"  is she talking to him ?

slowly his senses came back and he could hear her screams more clearly but also feel

his eyes widen when he felt forgein lips pressed on his .
instandly he raised his hands up and pushed the body that was so close to him away. he cough ,despredly inhaling the air he needed .

,, look who's awake " a deep male voice chuckled, wich scared kyungsoo even more .he washed over his lips in disgust as he
panicly tapped around feeling the cold ground he was sitting on .it was so familiar ..

,, leave him alone !" there was that female voice again .. this time louder .

,, you shut up !"

slap

kyungsoos head shut up
,, hey !" without thinking that word escaped his mouth .in a rather not to quiet tone .

a low chuckled was heard . and then footsteps .coming closer .

,, you've indeed grown .."
kyungsoo felt a cold hand stroke his cheek . and he instandly slapped it away .
getting a slap to his own face as reward that was so hard ,he fell down to the side again.

,, dale !" another voice called from somewhere else. dale .. he knew that name  . he knew that guy .. he felt his heart skip a few beats as he realized .. he was back at the basement .where his worst nightmares were born .

,, this isnt over cutie "Dale told him and left .
shutting the door loud and causing kyungsoo to flinch .

,, you ok ?" the female voice asked .and kyungsoo once again raised his head .

,, w-whos there ?"

,, just a girl .coverd in dirt " she said weak

,, what happened ?"

,, i dont know . they brought you here .said something about you finally being back and shit . dale kept eating youre face . while you were in youre dream land "

kyungsoo washed over his face in disgust ,he just wanted to puke at the thought .

,, where are we ?" he scardly asked  .. hoping that he wasnt where he was before .that this was all a dream and he would wake up to jongins side ,who then told him its all fine and it was just a dream .

,, somewhere in the woods ." she replied sad .

,, fuck .. fuck .." he cried . burrying his face in his knees .. he realy was back there . this cant be happening . hasnt he had enough torture ? . just as he began to finally be happy again .. this happens .

,, hey calm .. ok .. i cant help  youre panic attack  while i'm chained to the wall . " she tried to calm him

,, no .. it's just a nightmare . this isnt real " he kept saying hoping his words were right .but he knew they werent .

,,hey .. guy over there .stop loosing it . look at me .. hey " she called him ,, i said look at me "

he raised his head whiping away his tears .
,, why are you here ? do they have another victim ?" he sniffed .