His 'meant to be' (Kaisoo)

Chapter 37: Pill

,, and my dear friend how do you feel ?"

suho looked up at jongin confused forrowning his eyebrows
,, fine ? ...  why ?"

jongin bit his lips sitting on the couch across the policeman looking over him as if he waited for something .

,, are you ok ?" he then asked looking still perplexed over the younger .

,, yeah i'm fine ."

still seeming in thoughts jongin got his phone out and looked at the time ,, eren will be here any minute now "

,, why does she never bring luze anyway ?"
at that the younger just shrugg his shoulder not knowing himself .
he had only seen luze a few times and when he did luze always had that bitch face on and it made not only jongin wonder but also others if they did something wrong .

they waited a little longer suho moretimes asking and even yelling at jongin for keep staring at him as if he was searching for something .
it was then when the bell rang and both flinched a little .
jongin because he was in a stare and suho because he almost fell asleep .for some unknown reason

jongin stood up and opened the door to reveal eren .

,, hey-" he couldnt even finish greeting because she shoved him to the side .
,, are you ok ? did you take it " she seemed concerned enough to make jongin raise an eyebrow .

,, what ?" suho asked from the couch still sleepy in a quiet voice

,, the pill from kyungsoo " she looked at both waiting for answers as she placed her bag on the table and took a seat .

,, i gave it to suho " simply jongin looked at the sleepy form on the couch,who seemed to be fully awake at that looking at jongin .
,, YOU DID WHAT !? "

eren and jongin took a step back
but suho didnt care .
he turned away and layed down on the couch not bothering that they both looked at him .

,, how are you feeling ?" eren got closer to him

,, tired .. "he whisperd .and she gave jongin an angerd look at wich he just smiled apologic .
sure he shouldnt have just given him the pill but kyungsoo has been takinf it more times and hes still alive aswell so what was the worse that could happen .

,, what was it ? a sleeping pill "

,, kyungsoo said it was a pill from the doctor so he would calm down" jongin also walked closer now with a glass of water as he bend down in front of suho .
,, there drink maby you feel better then " he handed him the drink but suho just looked at him as if he didnt even hear it .

,, suho ?"he called again and the elder blinked .before weakly shaking his head. and closing his eyes again. wich left jongin with a frowned eyebrows

,, thats not some pill to calm down thats a pill to shut you off " she stated angry .

,, kyungsoo did change after he stoped taking those pills " jongin noted.

,, fucking doctors were suppose to help and not make another problem " she cursed at that .

,, well they probably thought this might help his nightmares-"
,, how would that help his nightmares !? they only worsen it if they make him so tired that he always has to sleep and isnt even able to wake up like seriously is every human being so stupid!?" she exclaimed annoyed .

,, its ok now .. he did stop taking those pills and hes changing for the better gaining weight and smiling more talking more so calm down"
she nodded at that slowly and turned back to look at the sleeping form on the couch .

,, he looks cute like that " she then chuckled weak leaning her head to the side as she looked over him .

,, excuse me ? you have a girlfriend young lady "
she chuckled but her smile soon died wich didnt get unnoticed .

,, not anymore .."

his eyebrows raised as he looked upon her shocked and off guard .

,, why ? "he asked breathy not getting what happened .. what did he miss the 2 of them seemed so cute together even tho luze was a bit weird to the others

,, i dont know i guess i changed and .. i mean . all the shit that had happened made me feel changed already but i didnt realy realize and pushed it back .. but after the court when i found out that tao was my brother and what kind of fucking sick things they did to kyungsoo it just made me look at things differently .. i changed "

jongin sighed at that understanding somehow
,, was it good to change ?"

she looked at him thinking for a second. before she decidet to reply .

,, jongin , in the past i was a stupid little bitch ok .. i literly attacked and hurt everyone around me all the time because i thought of myself as something better and when i met luze we were just so much alike that we destroyed everyone and everything around us we got hated so much for that.
i never cared tho .but after i returned to live with luze again she once more did those things attacking others and shit
they already hated me and that wasnt what botherd me it just made me realize how much we hurt the people and i know it sounds cheesy but i dont want to do that anymore i just feel like i want to do something more .i dont want people to keep away from me or people to have something against me all the time . i tried to explain to her but she didnt want me anymore not the way i am now " she looked away again explaining how she felt and what happened .

,, i'm sorry "

,, no its fine .. i guess not every love is as powerful as yours " she chuckled at jongin .

,, well i almost gave up on us "

,, but you didnt " she interrupted proofing her point as she got up and sat down onto the couch .

,, for fucks sake i technacly cheated on kyungsoo " he ran his fingers slowly thrpugh his hair .

,, because you were despred .. we all make mistakes "

jongin sighed before he aswell stood up and sat down besides botj looking at suho once more .as it was so quiet again .

,, do you think kyungsoo changed aswell ?" he didnt dare took his eyes off of his friend as he spoke to her and broke the silence.

she shifted and looked at him
,, no "

at that the male turned his head aswell to her making eyecontact she smiled at his questioning face ,, kyungsoos personality is too strong to change and the fact that you fanboy around after youre dates shows me that he doesnt seem to have changed .. seems more like he's slowly waking up from his beauti sleep just wait a little longer for him "

,, i wont make the same mistake twice i would wait a 1000 years for him "

,, kyungsoo was right .. you realy are sappy "

,, i loved you for a 1000 years
i love you for a 1000 mooooooooree"
he sang and she laughed .

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lol i cant stop smiling at jongins pic i just love kaisoos smiles likeboth hava a perfect smile i cannooooooottt

also forget the mpreggythingy i've been thinking about it and i know zero about pregnancy.😂

i also noticed how many chapters this has even tho i had planned to only make around 20
but there are still some things open so as soon as everythings explained i will end it but theres still so much i think this book will at least reach to 50 chapters

till then see ya ❤