His 'meant to be' (Kaisoo)

Chapter 19 : Struggle

it's been 6 mounths now .
without seeing each other .
it feels like jongins slowly losing it .suho was there everyday slowly making progress on bringing him back on his feet .
but jongin was never the same
the only thing he did now was visit kris in the hospital .blaming himself for loosing kyungsoo .
and if he wasnt at the hospital he would be at his apartment starring at the drawings kyungsoo used to draw .
he could stare all day on the drawing of himself . and sometimes . he would even stare at the chanyeols.

,, jongin .."suho called him .on the phone

,, what .?"

,, i met a new friend you want to hang out ?"

,, no .." he codly replied .
suho always asked him to come out of the apartment . but jongin doesnt want to.

,, come on . fresh air new people ? you need distraction "

,, shut up ok..  i said no "

,, jongin .. you cant keep sitting in youre little hole starring at old pictures . the police has tried everything the can " suho tried to be reasonable to the thickheaded male .

,, no they havent . they are suppose to search him "

,, they are-"
,, but not good enough "

,, maby ... the reason why they cant find them is because they realy are gone . by the time that had passed they could literly be anywhere . "

,, i dont care i need him back "he groaned not wanting to listen .not wanting to get convinced over giving up on his love.he was never going to give up .. never .

,, jongin ,his name is sehun .and he owes a dance studio .. i was thinking maby you could lossen all of that shit by .. you .. doing what always helped you. in the past"
jongin froze at those words .he didnt know how to answer this .
dancing .. him .. he hadnt danced in a long time ..

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,, ouch !" kyungsoo whinned . as eren touched his neck
,, i told you this was stupid.. we should just stop this idea  ." she grimaced examing the blue bruised neck of the young male .

,, no .. we're so close "

,,no we are not .. we've been here for who knows how long . "
,, exacly . and no one has found us .. do you realy want to rot the rest of youre life here ?" he tells her frowning cause he sure as hell didnt plan to stay .

,, no but i dont want you to get yourself beaten to death one day either .. and trust me . youre precious jongin and kris . wont like that either " she got back sitting besides him as she exhaled.

,, does it look that bad ?" he asks turning to her .

,, you look like a ghost with black purple .. sometimes even blue stains on ." she explained ,, seriously .youre neck looks like i painted on it ."
he sighed turning away again .

,, are they gonna get you again tonight ?"

,, they always do ." he turned his head down .wincing as he did so .

she sighed and moved her chained hands up holding her chain against his blue throat. to cool it

,,what is that ?"

,, my chain "

,, i hate it "

,, you're not the only one " she chuckled weak .

,, i dont want them to take me again .. "

,, why do they take you anyway.." she carefully asked because everytime she did . he would freak out or escape the question .