His 'meant to be' (Kaisoo)

Chapter 33: Most stupid plan

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,,eren"

there she was wearing the cap she had as she talked to the customers passing by with their stuff to buy .

,, well it has been fun" suho turned the other way only to get held off by jongins hand on his shoulder .

,, what are you doing ?"

,, i-i .. i thought .. " he stutterd not knowing how to explain it without offending or anything even tho he knew jongin wasnt the type to get offeneded ,, well you know how eren is especially after the whole tao story and not being allowed to talk to kyungsoo-"
,, wait she isnt allowed to see him either ?" surprised jongin looked back at him .

,, no not even i am i told you kris is like a dragon circling around that boy "

,, i'm gonna talk to her " with that the taller stepped foreward ,only to be held back by the hand on his arm ,, woah woah woah-"
,, suho i've coward enough .. she might help us " he smiled and continued as the elders gripp losened and he only watched .

with one deep breath he got to the cash register and looked down at her .
,, hell-" she was about to greet but then she saw his face .

,, heey-" he treid as he smiled but a slap across his face cut him off .

he stepped a step back holding his cheek.. again
,, you know after receiving quite a lot of youre slaps i must say they're almost as painful as my babys punshes .."

,, what the fuck are you doing here ?" she growled obivasly trying to keep calm .

,, eren listen ok i know i screwd up but i'm on it i'm trying to-"
,, stop stop stop talking i cant hear anything else than shit coming out of youre mouth !"

,, eren please ok i know-"
,, you always say you know but you dont-"
,, i know more than you think "

she chuckled low
,, i doupd that .. you werent even at the fucking court do you have any idea what was fucking said that day- "
,, that taos youre brother ?"

she froze at that taking off guard as she didnt exept fpr jongin to know it .

,, or that they raped my boyfriend?" he whisperd broken

and she breath out her eyes glaring at jongin ,, tao wasnt doing anything "

,, that still doenst change the fact that it happened "

,, he's not youre boyfriend " she then came up hissing angry but the tears already built up in her eyes .

,, we never broke up-"
,, but you ran away and fucked with an other guy !"

,, no i didnt.. look i know what i did was fucked up ok ... but do you honestly think it was that easy ? i knew about what they did long before any one else exept the police and i swear to fucking everything it wasnt easy for me either ... chanyeols my cousin for gods sake!" he pointed angrily at his chest not caring that people where already looking ,, do you know how i felt when i came home and found him on top of a drugged kyungsoo !? i saw how he had his hand all over him and i felt how the others came and literly pulled him out of my hands knocking me unconscious ! i waited almost 1 fucked up year alone thinking each second of him and praying to whoever was up there that he would come back safe " he breath in now whiping his eyes he wasnt crying no he had done that too many times but it still felt like it ,, and then .. " he swollowed ,, then i have him back in a blood bath .. seeing that he never fully returned all those fucked up nightmares and wrong thoughts you think it didnt hurt me too ??"