Kai was a simple guy .
with a normal peaceful life
Kyungsoo however seemed to be rather violent in little things as hating others for no reason or delivering painful punches ,he was the little brother of Kris
(Kai's best friend )
both of them didn'...
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the warm on his cheek made him open his eyes again feeling still exhausted even tho he had just slept .but then again its always like that
he shifted in bed before he got up and felt his way with his hands stretched foreward . normally he would wait for his brother to come and force him to get up only to eat a few salat shit but today .. he didnt feel like waiting he wanted to stand up . he wanted to move on his own now and he didnt know why .he didnt understand why he felt like that all of the sudden .
his heart skipped a beat when he thought of his dream with jongin in . he quieck grabbed his wrist touching it from his bony elbow to his cold hands on both sides
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but there was nothing . nothing but skin and bones
he swollowed as he could feel his heart shatter into million of pieces .he realy thought it was real for 1 second. he realy believed that jongin was back but he wasnt, it was all a fucked up dream .
he sniffed not feeling like crying now when he was with jongin he always felt like he could cry and that it was ok he felt comfortable but when he was alone or with someone else he just had to fight against his tears .
,, kyungsoo " a voice made him flinch and he turned to the source .,, you're already up?" his brother sounded surprised yet worried .
the younger didnt feel like answering tho, he was still too caught up as he kept touching his arms and wrists to find it somehow .even tho he knew he wasnt going to all he could feel where the disgusting scars of the past .
he heard a few steps and blankets being folded kris was probably already in the cleaning up mode .
,, just wait a second and we can go" he told him as he continued to clean the blankets and fold them together ,when the shifting sounds suddendly stoped .
,, whats that ?" the elder question as he stepped around the bed not knowing what his brother meant he turned aswell trying to hear what was wrong . ,, why is there a hairband in youre bed ?"
that was it .the moment he smiled .the moment a smile broke through his walls. it wasnt a dream jongin was and is there .he is here he was here .he will be here .
,, kyungsoo are you ok " his smile faded when he heard those words from his brother . was he ok ?
he just nodded and stretched his hand out ,, its mine .. i found it .i like it " kyungsoo could imagen kris' jaw drop when he spoke something different than he usually would .
,, i'm hungry "
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the whole day was going well he didnt lay in his bed and try to sleep all the time .instead he sat on the couch and listened to what the tv was telling . he didnt need to see to know that kris was staring at him confused and shocked all the time . but he just felt so different somehow keeping the thoughts in his head that he will feel jongins hands later again .the real jongin not a dream to continue the torture .but reality .coming to think of it maby god has finally heard him or seen him. that he first gave him kris back and now jongin aswell
