No Fear | Greyson Chance fanfiction [sequel]

Part 37

On the last day of the dirty deal Shawn put herself into, Melissa didn't feel anything anymore. Her sadness, anger, frustration, heartache and all the pain she was feeling were all gone. She was zoning out the whole time. Her body was there but her soul was everywhere.

"As today would be the last day that we see each other, I'm gonna make you remember this moment." Shawn said, stroking Melissa's cheek.

   Melissa stared at nothing. Her tears were dried and all she felt was numb. She let Shawn do whatever he wanted to do to her because she knew after this it was over. Shawn would go away and Greyson would be safe. Leila would be safe. Melissa smiled as a roll of tears falling down on her face.

   They were both naked, skin against skin under the duvet. Melissa hoped Greyson wouldn't come home anytime soon because she couldn't let him see her like this. She knew it would hurt him if he knew and Melissa didn't want that to happen. Let it be a secret between her and Shawn.

   "If only you behave like this from the start." Said Shawn kissing her neck, licking her skin. "I wouldn't have to do that." Shawn gazed at Melissa's skin that was covered with bruises. Bruises that was caused by him beating her with his belt. The hickeys and the hard grip, all left ugly marks on her skin. Shawn traced every one of them, with a guilty look on his face.

   "I'm sorry..." He said.

   Melissa snapped her head to Shawn. "What did you just say? Sorry?" A weak chuckle escaped her lips.

   "You raped me and now you are sorry??"

   "I didn't rape you! You agreed to this, remember?" Shawn raised his eyebrows. He seriously was acting like what he was doing wasn't wrong.

   "To hell with your bullshit! Just finish this and then get lost from my life!"

   "I love you, Mel. Why can't you just accept that?" Shawn's voice was soft. He looked down at Melissa and held her shoulders. "Look at me!"

   "I'm married, Shawn. I'm fucking married!! I already have a baby. Goddamnit... Why is it so hard for you to understand?" Melissa covered her face and started to break down. "Just...just do it and go." She wiped her tears away and looked at Shawn. "Do it. Now."

   Shawn bit his lower lip that was trembling. He was holding back his tears but he blinked them away. Then he furrowed his eyebrows and nodded. "Okay."

   Melissa turned her head to the side when Shawn spread her legs. She closed her eyes tight when she felt him inside her. "Look at me, Mel. This is the last time you're gonna see my face." Melissa didn't do so.

   Shawn grabbed Melissa's face and turned it to his direction. "Look at me while I'm fucking you for the last time." Melissa opened her eyes and met with Shawn's. Her eyes were brimming with tears and hatred. They stared into each other's eyes, but Melissa broke the eye contact when the pain hit her down there.

   "Look at me!" Shawn forced Melissa's head to stay still in his direction. "Open your eyes!"

   Loud sobs escaped from Melissa's lips as Shawn thrusted into her. She couldn't contain the feeling inside, it was so painful that she wished she just die rather than having to face this.

   Both of them stopped moving when a sudden ringing sound echoed in the room. Shawn looked over the nightstand and saw a handphone with its screen lit up. He reached for the phone and looked at the caller.

   Melissa stared at him in horror. "No."

   "Your beloved hubby is calling. Hmm." Shawn smirked while looking at the phonescreen and then to Melissa.