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Chapter Thirty Nine

Smut warning, y'all!

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Within the next few weeks, we had finished the first part of the tour. Harry and I finally arrived back to Los Angeles, Eleanor would be flying over to Florida on the tenth and Malesha flew home early since she had family things to do, but she'd be joining us at concert since Ashley's fourth person fell through.

While I laid on the couch with Bear, I had been dancing every day and I've finally had the day off since I leave tomorrow. Harry was currently at the store while I rested, I was scrolling through my Twitter feed I realized I hadn't tweeted in a while, so I took a picture of Bear and I. He was asleep as he laid out next to me as I had watched American Horror Story and I honestly shouldn't have alone. I tapped on my screen and posted the picture.

When I thought I was safe from anything, but Bear started snoring. #ihateclowns #AHSallday

Within minutes, multiple people had replied to it and Tyler tweeted then Layne joined in.

@TylerSneer: @vannaalysee call in back up, The Flash can help. #redpower

@LayneSmith: @TylerSneer @vannaalysee pretty sure he'd take Bear and run.

@vannaalysee: @LayneSmith @TylerSneer not gonna lie, I wouldn't blame @grantgust because I'd do the same... #redpower

I couldn't stop laughing at the three of us before I noticed Grant Gustin join in and I had a fan girl moment.

@grantgust: upset that @vannaalysee wants me to protect her, but she's watching AHS and not The Flash. I'm stealing Bear... #sorrynotsorry

@vannaalysee: Not my fault it's not March 17th.. Nine days and counting.. #impatientlywaiting

@grantgust: @vannaalysee can I still steal the dog?

@vannaalysee: @grantgust in your dreams.

As I tweeted this, I laughed at loud before someone cleared their throat making me jump and toss my phone at them in defense. I sighed in relief as I noticed Harry with a smirk and my phone in his hand before he leaned his head back in laughter at my reaction.

"That was adorable."

"Will you stop laughing and protect me from clowns please?" I glared as he walked over to the couch to join me and Bear.

After watching an episode or two, Bear had migrated to his bed on the floor and was peacefully asleep.

"I'm going to change, okay babe?" I nodded to him as he stood up.

Before he made it to the stairs, I stood up and he turned back to me.

"I really don't know why I watched that alone, but I'm refusing to stay down here by myself." I said walking up the stairs passing him. "I'm going to shower."

"Alright babe." He chuckled behind me.

I walked into the bathroom and stripped down to shower, I started the water and stepped right in as the jets hit me. I hummed to myself as I reached for the bottle of shampoo to squeeze out a small amount for my hair. I began scrubbing my hair before I turned to let it rinse out. After quickly conditioned my hair and washed my body before turning off the water.

I wrapped a towel around my body then begin walking to the bedroom to Harry laying under the covers. His eyes looked me up and down, I could sense that he was hoping I'd accidentally drop it or that it'd get caught on something.

"You know mentally undressing me is a waste of your time?" I raised an eyebrow to him.

"Oh, is it really? I do it quite often, if I'm being completely honest." He smirked to me.

I don't know what came over me, I just have so much confidence in front of him now. I grabbed the tucked in corner of the towel and yanked it off, it was left dangling in my hand. His eyes almost popped out of their sockets as I was standing there, completely aching for him at this moment in time.

"You're wasting your time because you could've just done something about it already."

My words triggered something in him, Harry stood up then slowly made his way to me, his eyes looked me up and down every step that he took. He shut the bedroom door, most likely so Bear didn't come in or hear us.

He tucked a piece of my damp hair and his other hand gripped my waist, our chests pressed together and my breath hitched. He pressed his lips against mine and began walking towards the bed, I almost tripped over my own feet before Harry picked me up and I wrapped my legs around him.

"Baby." He moaned as my legs pulled him closer to me.

"Please, I want this." Our eyes locked as he tried to read my face.

He said nothing, but he reached past me for the bedside table. Once I understood what he placed on top of the table, he laid next to me and began to move his hand towards my inner thighs. A whimper fell from my lips when Harry rubbed his hand against me. He slowly began thrusting his finger inside me and I couldn't control my moans anymore.

"Harry, I need you." I whined against his lips.

He smirked against my lips before reaching to the table, he quickly rolled the condom on and leveled himself over me.

"Tell me if it hurt too much." He whispered before he slowly pushed himself into me.

I winched at the pain before I began to get used to it, Harry froze at my facial before I nodded to him so he could continue. When he was fully in me, a moan left my lips and his lips led down my neck. He nipped at the skin on my collarbone and I gripped the hair on his neck. His pace began getting faster and I could feel myself getting close when he finally found my spot.

He lowered his lips to my ear and spoke in a husky tone, "Let go for me." With just those four words, it was enough to send me over the edge and that helped him.

He rested his head in my neck and we both laid there panting before he pulled himself out and I sat up, wrapping the sheets around my chest.

"Don't act all modest now. I won't be just mentally undressing you anymore."

I whipped my face to him as he smirked at me before pulling me back to him.

"God, I love you."