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Hey y'all! I am back from the death of being a college student/aspiring adult. I need cooperation because it helps me as a writer, I will be rewriting the continuation of the story because the other part was complete crap.

I would like to inform you of my absence, maybe you care and maybe you don't? I don't know, but I'll act as if you do. I have been battling with depression since I was fifteen, I'm now twenty and I wasn't able to tell anyone because I was honestly terrified of being accused as a liar or attention seeker. I actually gained an eating disorder in high school because while I danced, others would constantly make me feel like I didn't look right since I wasn't as skinny as all the other girls. I have been better on that, but as for the depression state this is because I had felt like I was not needed for much that surrounds me. This picture is just to show you what I look like normally without makeup or my hair done, but I'm just trying to get through like everyone else.

Some of you may have caught on, but this story is actually my way of getting through my depression. When I was in high school, I would begin writing to help keep myself away from being upset and it's continued on since then. My story does relate to me, not because I'm trying to be a narcissus or anything, but it's my way of connecting to my writing and basing it off my own imagination. I've had some of you contact me and say how I've helped you by just updating or how much you loved something. You don't understand how happy that makes me feel. My main goal in life is to help others in the hard times, so if any of you have the same problems or different and don't know what to do. I will listen, I promise because I was scared to get help and it still scares me when I get too much into my thoughts.

In addition to being back, does anyone have questions or concerns? About seriously anything?

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