feelings: are a piece of shit||dairy

I am your friend

21.12.2016

Okay there is this person in my class, and I'm not naming for reasons.
So I read your diary, the one on wattpad.
And I want to say I'm not mad at you, and I want to agree with you that I do use my anxiety to cover up everything I think is wrong with me.
Simply because I have an excuse for my anxiety, I have a reason for having it.
But I don't have a reason for not being smart, for not being social, for not being normal.
And I guess I was just hurting everyone else, I didn't know, I just tried to stay out of the way, kinda failing too.
And I just wanna let you know that it is okay to be quite, it's okay to not be able to speak, and really if you do need to talk about it you can always ask me, no matter how stupid or petty you think it is, I will help and not judge you.
And I don't expect you to not need to revise, everyone needs to revise, just some people just don't do it because they don't want to, I don't expect you to be good at everything.
That's really all I wanted to say, and the fact that I am your friend, at least I thought I was.

~Sammy