feelings: are a piece of shit||dairy

Im very happy with who I am

25.10.2016

Right so I'm just going to rant about my amazing as fuck girlfriend. (Cookies4life-youtube if you didn't already know)

Now recently we haven't really been talking cause I'm so busy with school and stuff, and since it's half term and shit, I decided to text her, and it's legit like nothing had changed, it's been since the beginning of September since we had a good long conversation (I know so long) and it's as if it hadn't been 2 months since we talked properly, and here we are texting about an old inside joke we have /:)))))))))))))))))))/ and how everything she says makes me smile and laugh.
And I just released how fucking much I miss her, and how blessed I am to have her in my life.
No joke without Jay I don't know where I would be.
I wouldn't like half the music I like, I wouldn't be gay (or what ever the fuck sexuality I am), I would be 'normal'
And I really don't want that.
So not only do I have the best girlfriend in the world but also someone who has shaped me into who I am, and I'm very happy with who I am.
And I just want to thank her for that :)
~Sammy