feelings: are a piece of shit||dairy

Friend crush

27.3.2017

I have a picture on my notice board.
And it means something to me.
Now your probably thinking:
It's a picture of your family
Was it a gift from someone
A nice post card from abroad.
Nope.
A picture Katie drew in chapel, I asked if I could have it she said yes.
I only got it today, but it makes me happy.
As if it hold a small part of Katie's soul, and it means something to do.
I don't really know.
My brain has been kinda funny lately.
It's kinda realised how much one particular person means to me.
That particular person it Katie.
2 weeks ago Katie was a close friend I took the train with sometimes and sit next to in Spanish.
Now she is one of my best friends, that I say hi to in the morning, let sit on my lap and I went to see the school show she was in.
She probably doesn't see me as her best friend, or one of her best friends, and I'm okay with that.
Katie makes me feel different.
She makes me feel happy, even those times when she tries to steal my other headphone and listen to my 'shit' music.
And I'm so glad she exists.
I mean I guess you could call it a crush.
Buts it's like a friend crush.

~Sammy