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Queer questioning

1 September (technically its the 2nd cause it 1am)

Um, hi, um, I did a thing.
I came out on the wonders of social media, so now Im like out, out, I put my pronouns in my bio, I'm going to school as Sam.
Well actually I'm not out out, cause my parents still don't know I'm gay. Heheheh. I feel like they need to get over this first.

But anyway, all of the messages I got to do with coming out were very positive and I was extremely surprised.
And I kinda put in the long message 'if you have any questions about me or the gender spectrum you can just dm'
So I was surprised, one of the more popular people dmed me.
If you go to my school you know who she is.
It was Lexi.
Woah. Like wat.

Anyway, it was the normal kinda are you a boy or a girl? Like when referring to you do I use she or he, along with your so brave kinda stuff.
And at first I was like okay, untrusting popular person being nice to me, interesting.
She also added on the 'btw I'm from *insert my schools name* if you don't know who I am'
Like wat, how do I not know who you are, is that even a question, your the girl who pieced her own nose during the summer and was getter her cartilage done during lunch, like how do I not know who you are.
Anyway, I replied with the usual 'I identify as neither male or female, they pronouns would be appropriated.'
She replied with 'ill just refer to you as it'
At this point I'm just like, okay no longer being nice, you will soon make fun of me.
And you know I replied how anyone would reply:
I would actually prefer if you don't call me it it's kinda disrespectful, if you can only seem to under stand how to put gendered pronouns in a sentence I would prefer he

Me being a being a bit of a bitch, but se was kinda all like 'oh it was my brother'
Yeah sure, sure.
And she continued to ask me.
You don't have to answer this if you don't want to but in the future would you date another transgender a boy or a lesbian

And I burst out laughing.
Another transgender, you mean another transgender person.
Honey.
Transgender is a adjective for a noun, where's the noun????
And I found it hilarious that she put boy and then lesbian.
Like just because this female is gay she isn't going to be described as her gender like the other boy. And because the boy is presumed straight, he's just a boy not a gay.
And also why the question, just because I'm non-binary you are suddenly wondering who I would date. But when I was presumed female you just presumed I liked boys.

And I answered with:
Who ever I wanted to

Because it's non of your fucking business who I may or may not fuck when I'm older.

Idk, I just found it so funny.
But yeah this was like the most negative reply I got, I say it was a win.
But half the popular people don't follow me, the real test will be school, can't wait for awkward conversations with teachers.

Anyway, ima try sleep now I just needed to share this.

~Sammy