Silence (Niall Horan)

Chapter 15

(Decided to do a double update since a lot of you were asking for it. So here it is. Enjoy!)

My breathing quickened as he slid my bra off of my arms and onto the floor. He touches the side of my stomach which sends shivers throughout my body. He slowly moves down making sure I felt every touch. As he reached the top of my panties, he began to pull them down slowly. My eyes were shut and my hands at my sides holding onto the sheets.

My panties are now off and thrown at the same spot as my bra. I hear a noise of some type of rapper opening. I open my eyes and my mouth falls open. There he is. Zayn Malik completely naked in front of my eyes. He has his length in his hand and he is putting on what I assume is a condom. The last time I saw a condom was in 10th grade when we learned about all of this. I was disgusted back then but now I'm.... turned on?

He looks down to me and smiles. That beautiful smile that I had only dreamed of seeing one day. He hardly smiles. He was always so quiet. I would love to know what he thinks about. What went on through his head as he stared out the window in Mr. Rodriguez's class every morning I walked in. What he is thinking right now as he is staring at me.

He leans down and kisses my collar bone. His breath leaves a path as he moves up to my next and begins to suck. It sends shivers through my spine and down to my legs making them weak. His lips meet mine and his body is slowly lowering onto mine making me want him more by the second.

I feel him only a few inches away from me and without a warning, he's inside me. It sends a pain throughout my entire body that finds it way out as a scream. The pain is gone as he pulls himself out of me. Before I have the time to take a breath, he's back inside. He does this over and over again increasing his speed. He and I moan each other's name several times. My hands are squeezing his biceps and suddenly, they fall to my side. My body looses strength, my back arches back and I shut my eyes. I have felt this before. That lovely feeling of being satisfied.

I open my eyes and look at Zayn. He allows me to catch my breath before he continues. I touch his chest and trace the ink on it. He moans before shooting into the condom. His body collapses next to mine and we both lay catching our breath.

He puts his elbow on the bed to rest his head on his hand. I can feel him staring at me but decide to keep my eyes closed. I roll over to my side and he pulls me in close to him. I burry my face into his chest and count the number of times his chest rose and fell signaling his breath. He plays with a strand of my hair twirling it in his finger.

"Beckie?" He asks.

"Mmm?" I keep my position.

"I have been asking myself this since the first day I say you."

"What is that?" I say into my chest.

"What is it about you that I find different about the other girls around here?"

I stay quiet and begin to count his breaths again. I don't have an answer for his question. I look at other girls and I know I'm different but I just can't seem to put my finger on it.

"Is this different good or bad?" I break the silence.

"Good." He responds.

He gets up from the bed and begins to get dressed. I crawl under my sheets and watch him carefully. I notice as his eyes brows come together as he pulls his jeans on. I notice how his lips are slightly parted as he stands in the mirror fixing his hair. At that moment, I seem to notice even the slightest things about him. I feel like I have known him my entire life.

Zayn looks back at me and smiles as he notices me staring at him. His cheeks turn a slight red and I giggle at his presence. He walks over to me and plants a small kiss on my forehead. I bite my lip as he head towards the door. As soon as the door shuts, my head falls on my pillow. I look down at the sheets and notice a blood stain on them. I quickly get up and dress myself. I pull off my sheets and head down stairs towards the washing room. As I open the door to the room, I look at the sheets and run quickly into a the kitchen. I grab a garbage bag and throw the sheets into the bag. I walk outside and my mom is pulling into our drive way. I throw the bag into the giant trash can and wave at my mother.