Silence (Niall Horan)

Chapter 32

"Rebecca." Niall's hand wraps around my arm.

"Don't." I can bearly recognize my voice. "Don't"

"Please, just listen to me."

"What is there to listen. You told one of your ex girlfriends that I'm your cousin!" I get inside the car and shut the door. He runs around the car and does the same.

"Are you ashamed of me?"

"Of course not-"

"Then why did you lie to her!" I interrupt him. "Why couldn't you just tell her the truth?"

"I... I don't know."

I scoff and look out the window. I haven't been this upset since the while thing with Diana and Niall. Oh how I miss my sister already. She was the only person that kept me going through tough times. As soon as we land in San Francisco, I will make sure to call her.

"I know it was wrong and there's no excuse for it but I'm sorry, okay?" He begins to drive out of the hotel entrance. I ignore his apology. This is one thing that I will never forgive him for. He broke my heart but most of all, he lost my trust. How could he say that to his ex? Wait.

"You said you had never had a girlfriend before."

"We only dated for three weeks. I never considered her my girlfriend. Plus, my parents basically forced me to date her anyways. So I didn't really have an option."

"That makes two of us that were forced to do things they didn't want." I harshly say.

He looks down for a few seconds as if he was annoyed. "So no. She wasn't my girlfriend." He continues and steps on the gas pedal more.

"So when we were going out, you never considered me your girlfriend?" I push.

"I already told you that you're different."

"You had everything with that girl!" I wave my hands in front of me. "She's perfect!"

"That's it. She's too perfect. I've known her since I was little. We used to always play together and I have to admit, we have a lot of awesome memories. She moved to America before I did and I never saw her again until two years ago. She was suddenly so... different. She talked so properly and I never her anything bad leave her mouth. She was already pursuing her career in modeling so obviously, she had gotten super hot. Her dad and my dad have a very strong relationship so they wanted the same between her and I. So they set us up and we dated for about three weeks."

"Did anything happen between you two?"

"Rebecca."

"You said we weren't going to keep this from each other anymore. Tell me."

"Yes." He sighs. "We fucked... a lot."

I flinch at his choice of words. Anger begins to rise in my throat again. I don't like the idea of Niall being with anyone else except me.

"So you enjoyed it?"

"I really don't want to talk about my past. Especially this topic."

I sigh and sit up straight. He rests his hand on my upper thigh but I push it away. He takes a deep breath before returning it to the staring wheel.

"Are there any movies to those books?"

I look over at him in confusion then realize what he's talking about. "Oh, yeah." I simply reply.

"We should watch them. Together." I don't reply this time. Instead I rest my head on the window and stare out at the the building flew past us.

"Rebecca, wake up." Niall shakes my shoulder lightly but I refuse to open my eyes. I don't have the strength to. I haven't slept one minute since yesterday morning. I need this.