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Chapter 6-Perfect Strangers

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"I trip down memory lane, and fall back into your arms...
every time." Lauren Eden

Music: Perfect Strangers-Jonas Blue

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Three days have passed since the day I was brought to the hospital, I haven't seen him since then. Carl told me he went back in London, but I have a feeling he didn't, the force is still strong.

I can still feel him, based on my current situation.

There is still a part of me that is weak and I haven't regain all the strength I had before he showed up.

I was surprised that I actually felt hungry for the first time, and I was able to eat lunch for the first time with Carl.

Weird as it sounds but I felt happy and nervous at the same time. He can't fool me, I can sense him the way he does with me and I can never let him know about me for I know I would only ruin his life. I decided that I would tell him later or maybe never for good.

I don't want to ruin the present, to ruin everything that we ancestors had established from the past thousand years after invading this place.

Yes, we humans invaded this place, hard to accept but we are the real aliens of this place. I would never ever forgive myself for being the reason of the extinction of one specie.

That night when we left Andromeda together with a few survivors, the ship had complications. No one knew that the ship wasn't in the right condition resulting to an emergency landing in which we didn't know would wipe out the entire species of the so called dinosaurs.

Luckily a few had survived and shifted to being one of us now. Their blood still runs up until now, but no one knows about it, even the ones who carry it.

It was hard to reconstruct the place but it became possible after a hundred years of construction.

We worked hard to reconstruct earth and make it habitable, but in the current situations right now. It's sad that what we had established is slowly becoming useless. Our descendants are unfortunately the ones destroying everything we worked hard for.

It's like going back to zero, the reset, where the earth would be inhabitable, useless and everything is all because of us. Then we would look for another planet to stay in just like what is happening since the beginning of the universe.

The next potential planet would be mars, as of today, scientists ate planing on sending people to mars and let them live there to know if the place could accommodate humans.

It's a secret to normal people, but the government is already having a hard time thinking of possible solutions to the ongoing catastrophe that is slowly crashing everything on earth without us knowing about it.

We tend to only believe what we see and we never take a look at the small details hidden behind those lines, that somewhere inside every discovery and tests, has a hidden agenda.

Why would scientists crave to discover new planets? Things about the outer space? Look for potential planets that we cold inhabit? Ever wondered of that?

They could simply just try and look for new inventions that could help improve the earth or rather make inventions that would help us discover the earth. Remember that only 5 percent of our ocean is discovered.

The rule of a scientist is to research what is needed. Edison created light because it is needed. Bell created telephone because it is need. The elements were studied because it was needed. Everything around us are made to improve human life.

I understand that they need to discover new planets that ate habitable for us just in case but why would they do it instead of improving the earth? Looking for things that could improve the planet and stop climate change and global warning.

See? They were guilty that they were the reasons of this catastrophic events and they are looking forward to looking for potential evacuation planets for they already know that someday, or sometime in the succeeding years, earth would have its downfall.

It's not true that the earth's population is the main reason they look for other planets, or looking for other beings aside from us. They ate worried that humans would come to extinction once it's all too late. They are already rushing because time is running out. Sooner or later, the reset would come to its final step.

The reset is slowly creeping on the earth for the past ten years since the start of the twenty first century. More and more inventions, more factories that contributed to the destruction, and increasing everything, from population to temperature.

I'm slowly loosing the spark of hope in humanity the moment I saw the generation z being born. In fact even these generations are coming to an end. Z is the last letter of the alphabet and next thing we know, it would reset back to letter A.

But every little thing around me doesn't seem to make sense, I'm useless in this world, all I have are these vivid memories of my past and my immortality for now. All I can do is watch everything fall back to where it all started.

I've been busy eating my cereals that I bought for the first time at Betty's and I'm thankful that even if he seems to forget me, he's near and I can have the previledge to act and live normally. But it won't stop there, sooner or later he would find out, he should know and it is his right, I would gladly accept his decision after that and would ask him for the favor I've been wanting for so long.

Just thinking about him finally settling down and having a family of his own brings pain to my heart. I can't help but think if the what ifs, what if the reset never existed, what if he joined me in the ship, what if he never vowed to be a sentinel in the first place, what if we lived happily and had kids and lived as a happy family, and what if we died together.

I had longed for that for so long, in fact that was my dream since the day I was born.

I've spent a thousand years waiting for my mate to be born, and a thousand more years to finally find him and be with him, all of these years waiting and the reset ruined everything, snatching every piece of hope and literally everything from me. It was the devil, the one that made my life miserable but no one can go against the rule of the universe.

It pains me a lot to witness everything and everyone I loved crash and die in front of me, leaving me alone forever for the rest of my life.

My thoughts were interrupted by the knock in my door. Weakness slowly creeped inside of me and I know he's here...

I must be happy but I felt nervous, I can't tell him right now, it's not that easy, he's a different person now.

We stranger again, but this time with memories. Its funny how the person you've known for almost a hundred years would look at you with no emotions all. It pains me knowing that he will never think of me again the way I always think of him.

Now we're back to where we started...

Strangers.

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