Day 13 - Someone You Wish Could Forgive You

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  • Dedicated to God
                                    

Dear God,

It took me a long time to decide who I wanted to forgive me. Sure, I've had big fights before, but they've always been manageable enough to sort out. And I realised - the only person I really want to forgive me is you.

I haven't always been the greatest person. I'm not perfect. I'm far from it. I haven't always been entirely truthful and I've never really been the greatest friend. I try, so hard, to be good and truthful and helpful but there's always something inside me which I can't control which is selfish, arrogant and rude.

I used to go to church often and pray to you often, but as I grew older that bond sort of lost itself. I have never been sure whether or not I fully believe in you, but it's always comforting to have the idea that someone is watching out for you and is there for you.

I know I'm not always the most believing or friendly, but I promise I try. I just hope you can see that. And please forgive me for what I have done in the past and give me a clean slate for 2014.

Thank you so much,

Emma xxx

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