He will never love me (Ziall)(BoyxBoy)

losing the love of my life

Louis P.O.V

i am glad that niall is okay, zayn is getting better, i can see that liam is getting hurt by this but the one that is hurting the most is my hazza bear, everyone has been ignoring him. they have been to busy to notice that he is still hurt, i wonder why he is hurt, he can't love zayn because he would easily have broken him and niall up and it can't be niall for the same reason its most definetely not liam because he was never really close to him. there is no one i can think of. he said that he loved someone but who could it be come on louis think, think,think who could it possibly be. stop being stupid....

" louis are you really that daft" someone says

" who is that" i say stuttering

" its kevin who did you think it was" i look and see my little pigeon buddy " louis i am your spirit animal and if you want me to tell you who he is in love with promise me you will not do anything stupid"

" i promise kevin" i say

" louis its you he is in love with you he is madly in love with you, he is breaking because of you, he is on the edge because of you because he can't stop thinking about you. its all about you louis" he says almost yelling

" it can't be me it just can't, he doesn't love me" i say crying

i hear a whistle coming from my phone and its a text from my hazza

HAZZA BEAR : WELL THIS IS IT LOUIS, I LOVE YOU PLZ TELL MY MOTHER I LOVE HER

i see the message and my heart drops he better not do this i swear to god he better fucking not

BOO BEAR : harry dont even try it i swear to god you better not, i love you too, i fucking love you hazza

i text niall

BOO BEAR: niall go save harry he is trying to kill himself i can't make it home plz don't fail me

LEPRECHAUN : i will save him but why can't you come he is going to need you

BOO BEAR : the traffic i will be there soon

LEPRECHAUN : you better lou

i really don't know what to do. i really want to go see harry but i can't love him... i just can't.. and he doesn't deserve me... and i really just want him to get over me... but he can't so i am going to get over him the only way i know how... i need to just shag someone after a while of deep thought i decide that i am going to get over him even if it kills me

i open the hotel's bathroom door and i get into the bed with him i cuddle up with him. i moan when he starts biting my neck, while he trails kisses down my body slowly undressing me. he reaches my waist line and starts palming my member.

i moan loudly he pulls my pants off and i beg him to be inside of me, he lines himself up and pushes into me

" oh god josh your so fucking huge" i moan out

" be my bitch louis" josh says sensually his voice nearly makes me cum

" i am your bitch baby. make me forget about him" i moan out loudly

" don't worry i'll make you forget that loser" he says as he pounds me so hard it makes me cum he cums a little later and all the memories of harry just disappear. the feelings just melt away and my body fills with lust and envy

" damn josh your soo good" i say trying to catch my breath

" i know" he says in a cocky tone

" your cocky tone is just as big as your cock" i say laughing

" same time next week" he says and he leaves the hotel room

i fall asleep peacefully and without a care in the world.. but something in my heart is making me feel guilt.... something is making me think the worse is going to happen and it is all my fault

this is going to be the last time i update this. someone plz read this and comment and if i get at least five comments i will update again