He will never love me (Ziall)(BoyxBoy)

breaking hearts and the truth

Harry's P.O.V

why did i just promise niall that he could kill himself, liam is going to kill me if i let him do it. what should i do!!! i mean i can tell louis but its not like he would care or even talk to me. i have no one to go to... this sucks

knock...knock...knock

"who is it" i say

"its zayn"

"come in" i say

zayn walks in the door in tears

"whats wrong z" i whisper

" i overheard what you and niall were talking about" he says

my heart drops " w-w-what are you talking about" i say

"dont lie to me i heard what i heard and i fucking swear if you let niall die i will never be your friend again" zayn says screaming

" z i am sorry i dont know what i was saying when he said that.... it was just to make him happy... i swear" i say in tears

'since we are telling the truth i have something to tell you..... me and louis were never really dating. simon said niall came to him and told him that he had a crush on me.. so he set me up with louis and then things just spiraled out of control. simon didnt even let me say anything because i actually do like niall back but i was scared to tell him..." zayn said and almost immediately my blood started boiling i honestly want to knock him out but i know how it feels to love someone and to be scared to tell them

the anger overcomes me and i punc zayn square in the face. but i almost immediately regret what i did i look up at the reddening bruise on his face and i say " i am sorry zayn"

"its okay haz i kinda sorta deserve that " he says laughing

"zayn he obviously feels the same way about you so just tell him how you feel" i say sobbing

"i can"t hazza i already hurt him so much i dont want to hurt him anymore. i love him to much to go through the pain" i mumble

Niall's P.O.V

i am ready to talk to uncle si about coming out to everyone... i am ready to hopefully stop the pain

Uncle si

hey simon can i talk to you about something

niall

yah what do you want to talk about

uncle si

i am ready to come out to the world

niall

ni are you sure

uncle si

yah

niall

ok i will set up an interview for you tomorrow.

uncle si

omg omg omg ty uncle si ily xoxoxoxoxoxo

hazza

can you come to my room

ni-ni

yah sure what do you want?

hazza

its important

ni-ni

ok just let me finish talking to zayn

hazza

it can wait if you are busy

ni-ni

no its ok i'll be right there

knock..... knock....knock

" come in" i say

"hey ni" i say "whats up"

" i am coming out to the world tomorrow" i say

"are you sure you are ready" hazza says

" yah i really want to ask you a big favor" i say mumbling

"sure ni-ni what do you want" he says

" willyoucomeoutwithmetoevenifitisjustasbisexualandwillyoubemyboyfriend" i say quietly and quickly

"what did you say" he says puzzled

" will you come out with me tomorrow even if it is just as being bisexual" i say "and will you be my boyfriend"

"ni.........."

cliffhanger!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i hope you enjoy