He will never love me (Ziall)(BoyxBoy)

the somewhat good news

Zayns P.O.V

What did liam mean!!! Why did he want me to go back inside could he still be alive... there is no way... they said he was dead!!! he can't come back to life that is impossible right... i mean it happens in tv shows but it can't happen in real life can it..

Why am i going crazy over it... maybe i still have feelings for Niall but i can't i love Perrie me and her are going to get married.... but me and Niall were suppose to get married... i decide to go inside

i sit with the boys and Perrie and the doctor comes back in and he starts talking " we did all we could and we couldn't save him" i start crying and someone holds my hand and i look to see if it is Perrie but its Hazza he whispers to me " Zayn be strong and just listen " the doctor continues we have him on life support because he had kidney failure from the extreme loss of blood. he can be saved if we can find someone that can give him a kidney that is compatible. So we are going to ask all of you to give a sample so we can compare it to his. Mr Payne you cannot donate because you have already had kidney problems so Mr. Styles please come with me"

Harry gets up and follows the doctors and it is completely dead silent for 30 minutes and Harry comes back

I ask " are you a match Haz"

" no i am not Z"

" Mr. Tomlinson come with us please"

another 30 minutes of silence Lou comes back and i repeat the question and it is the same answer

" Ms Lovato please come with us "

An hour later of yet more silence she comes back and i ask the same thing yet again and she pulls me into a hug and says " I am sorry Zayn but no"

" Mr Malik could you please come with us"

i get up and follow them to the room they cut open my stomach and they take a piece of my kidney before stitching it up again they test it and they come up to me and say " i am sorry but you are not compatible" i look down in sorrow as i walk up to the boys and Demi and Perrie and they pull me into a hug i look and Perrie is sitting down

The doctors come and say " Ms Edwards would you please come with me"

About an hour later she comes back looking sad... i know she isn't a match so i nervously ask her " a..are yy..you a match Per"

" no i am sorry babe" she says

the doctors come down the hall and say we have good news we found a match!!

i smile and say "who is it" they say " she didn't tell you"

" who" i ask confused

" Ms edwards" they say and i look at her in pure anger and i scream