He will never love me (Ziall)(BoyxBoy)

his fate

Zayns P.O.V

i feel bad for nialler he truely loves me and i don't feel the same about him i only feel that way about lou. it breaks my heart seeing him that fragile and broken and its all my fault i cant bring myself to go see harry because he was my best buddy. i sort of had a connection to him when we first met but it was more of a brotherly relationship and i know that he feels the same way but i think that he loves louis. i need to get my mind off of this. i walk outside to go smoke a cigarette and i just get my mind off of things maybe i might just go on twitter. i log on and scroll through some boring old tweets but then i see a tweet from niall that says

@ niallhoranoffical

to all my amazing fans you gave me the best life ever and i love all of you but this life just isnt something i can take @realiampayne i will miss you and you are the best friend i could ever ask for. @zaynmalik i love you more than i should and i think thats what put me over the edge plz dont hate me i know you said dont do anything stupid but i cant go on. @louistomlinson i am sorry i ruined everything for you and zayn but now that i am out of the way you can have him all to yourself and that he deserves you more than i ever did. @harrystyles i hope you pull through this and your secret will be safe with me and its best to just move on so you dont have to go through what i did. goodbye guys

i break down and i cry my eyes out i run into his room and i see his body limp and the sheets soaked with the irish boys blood and it hurts... am i really doing this to him.i call the doctors in and they rush in and push me out of the room i pull out my phone and i start texting

to lou-lou, leeyyyummm,

get here right now niall tried kiiling himself again check twitter.

from lou-lou

what happened

from leeyyyummm

why??

to leeyyyummm, lou-lou

i dont know just get here right now!!!!!!!

Liams P.O.V

why did he do this??? he knows that me and harry care about him and i know that zayn cares and louis can't stay mad at him.

i leave harry alone in his room and run to niallers room tears pouring down

i see louis sitting there like nothings wrong and i grab him and pull him to zayn who is on the floor crying and saying it is his fault and he killed niall and he is the reason why harry is in a coma i see that zayn is falling apart and that he is going crazy.

i pull zayn into a hug and i see louis give me daggers and i let go of zayn and let louis comfort him.

the doctor comes out and ask for "liam payne" i say "yes"

she says "its a 50%50% chance he will make it because he lost so much blood before he wasn't able to replace the blood.

i try to hold in the tears then she says "you can go see him now"

i walk over to zouis and tell them " we can see him"

we walk in the room and there is our innocent little nialler extremely pale and cold. i place my hand on his face and i feel his soft skin and then i feel the scars the new and the old... how long has he been doing this.

i pull lou to the side and ask him whats wrong

he says " zayn broke up with me"

"why" i say holding in tears

"he said that we cant keep secrets because people get hurt because of them"

"what secret is he talking about" i say almost angry at him

" me and him were set up because niall went to management saying he was gay for zayn. so they called us in to tell us we had to date to make him jealous. so we did it but we didnt expect it to be this bad" he says crying

i scream at him " you didnt think it was that bad you couldnt see how he looked at zayn. you couldnt fucking tell how he felt. if he wakes up you have to tell him."

"i cant " he chokes out

"WHY THE FUCK CANT YOU. YOU DO SEE THE POSTERS AT CONCERTS THEY ALWAYS GIVE NAILLER THE MOST HATE AND THERE ARE ALWWAYS TWEETS THAT TELL HIM TO LEAVE THE BAND AND LOUIS YOU ARE NEVER THERE WHEN HE READS THOSE TWEETS AND HE BREAKS DOWN IN TEARS BECAUSE YOU ARE TOO FAR UP ZAYN'S ASS TO NOTICE. YOU ARE A SELF-CENTERED ASSHOLE. IF YOU DONT TELL HIM I WILL AND HE WILL HATE YOU. do yyou even care about him louis " i scream crying. zayn looks at us and i tell him to fuck off

louis runs out of the room and it really pisses me off. the anger boils in my body.. i am at the point where i am about to explode so i go outside

NIALLER'S P.O.V

i hear screaming that i think is liam, i hear louis crying, i feel a set of strong built arms tightening around me and i know who's beautiful arm is around me i feel myself calming down and the beeps slowly going down on the heart monitor then he kisses my cheek softly as the screaming gets louder. my heartbeat races and my eyes pop open.

i choke out "i'm sorry zzzayyynniee are yyyouuu maddd attt meee?

cliffhanger yet again

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