He will never love me (Ziall)(BoyxBoy)

the arrangement between two friends

Harry's P.O.V

i could feel all of the pain coming back to me.. all the heartbreak for lou... everything... including what i wrote to niall i can't believe i said that.

i look over at niall and zayn.. i can see how separated they are did zayn see the text messages and are they fighting.. sigh... i screwed everything up again. why do i even try... i look over at louis and he is cuddled up to liam and he is crying... i heard what he said to me that day and i want to love him again but i cant. why can't i... oh because he broke me. liam hugs him and he winces in pain...

" lou are you okay" liam says

"y-yyeah i am fine l-lli-i" he chokes out between sobs

i speak up "lou can i speak to you"

" sure hazza" he comes over to me

" could you guys give us some privacy" i say smiling

" sure hazza" liam says

" yah haz" niall says winking maybe he feels the same way about me

" sure thing" zayn says with piercing eyes.. it sears into my soul and it hurts

"shit he knows" i mumble

" who knows hazza" louis says kissing my lips

" does zayn know about what i said to niall in the text" i say sighing

" yah but he isn't mad....." louis says sadly

" i am sorry lou but i have known about my feeling for him for a really long time and i love him so much but he has zayn and i have no..." i see lou's face and i stop

" i guess i am no one to you" he says crying as he runs out of the room

the boys run in and start screaming at me

" what's wrong with lou, what the fuck did you say to him" liam screams at me

" i told him that no one loves me"

"harry are you a fucking asshole" liam screams at me and smacks me across my face and runs after lou

"what crawled up his ass" i say

" we can't tell you lou has to be the one to tell you" niall says holding me tightly

i see his scar on his side and i say" zayn can i talk to niall for a minute"

"sure"he says and he walks outside

i point at the scar" niall i thought that you would stop doing that "

" hazza i am sorry" he says on the verge of tears" i did something stupid"

"niall you can tell me anything"

" hazza why do you love me" he says

" because niall you are sweet and adorable and the only one that actually cared about me" i say

" that's not true louis cares about you"

" niall can i do something" i say smiling

niall looks out the window and see zayn smoking and he looks at me and smiles " sure"

i lean in and press my lips to his soft and supple lips and fireworks explode inside i moan " niaa-aall please do that again"

i slide my tongue along his bottom lip asking for entrance he lets me in and our tongues fight for dominance it feels so good i am in complete ecstasy as i feel niall's hand slowly pawing at my hardened member though my tight jeans

" a little eager aren't you" i say smirking

he reaches in my pants and starts stroking my hard member "mm..mmm n-nni--iaalll faaster" i moan

my breathe hitches as my i feel myself reach a climax and i cover niall's hand in my cum. he pulls it out of my pants... he does something absolutely sexy and he slowly licks my cum off of my hand and that causes me to climax again. i pull niall close again i slip my tongue is his mouth again and he spits the cum into my mouth... it tastes gross at first but as his spits more into my mouth i moan out " g-oo-dd ni--aall that was so hot so how about we make this a little fun thing between us when you can't pleasure zayn i'll let you have some fun with me"

niall's breathe hitches at the question and says " ye-sss" as we continue making out