He will never love me (Ziall)(BoyxBoy)

The Wedding Day Part 1

SO GUYS I AM GOING TO SKIP FORWARD A FEW MONTHS SO THIS IS THE DAY OF ZAYN AND NIALL'S WEDDING SO HAVE FUN

Nialls P.O.V

Its been 5 months since that day, the day in the hospital. I keep thinking about it everyday. What harry said... at first I was considering hooking up with him without zayn knowing but I

I just couldn't hurt zayn. He means too much to me. But ever since that day Harry has been acting different. He avoids me. He was even distant when I asked him to be my best man. He said yes but I could tell he wasn't happy. I really need to talk to him.

I look at my mother and she looks at me like she is about to bite my head off.

"What's the matter mom?" I say.

"I have been talking to you for over 30 minutes and you haven't even said a word to me" she says trying to hold back tears.

"Sorry Mum, I have a lot on my mind. I have been thinking about promises i made and have broken." I say crying.

"What do you mean promises you have made and broken?" She says, looking at me confused.

"I promised Harry I would hook up with him one more time before zayn and i got married." I say looking down in shame.

"Niall I think you need to talk to him before you get married." She says, looking at me with that look that only a mother can give.

"Fine mum, I will talk to him" I say. "Can you go get him for me?"

"Sure" she says smiling as she walks out of the door.

About five minutes later, a familiar set of curls pops his head into the door.

"Hey Niall, your mum said you wanted to talk to me." He says looking broken.

"Yeah I do Haz." I say trying to keep my thoughts together. "Harry, it's about that promise i made you."

"Niall, forget about it... it was nothing" he says as he turns around to walk out of the door.

I grab him before he leaves and pull him into the room and locks the door.

"No Harry, we are talking right now... my fucking heart is all fucked up right now and I can tell yours is too." I cry.

"Niall I am over you.... After you didn't come through, I just gave up on you. Niall, I don't want you anymore. I am happy with louis." he smiles.

" then why have you been so distant recently" i choke out

"Because I didn't want to remind you of the promise but apparently that made everything worse." He looks at me in tears.

"Harry, it's torn me apart because I not only feel guilty about the promise because I love Zayn. But on top of that, I broke a promise I made to my best friend.... my best man..." I say hugging him.

"Niall, it's fine. It was a test... to prove that you were loyal to Zayn. I knew it wouldn't happen. But you know what I tried and I gave it my best." He says hugging me back.

I look at him with a little anger in my eyes. "It was a joke, you twat?" I scream as I push him against the door. "You were messing with me.... with my emotions.... I wanna punch you so badly but I can't."

" Why can't you?" he says smiling.

" because... I want to do this " i say smirking as i press my lips onto his. he responds by deepening the kiss and moaning softly

" fuck niall " he groans out but then he pushes me off of him " we need to stop "

" yeah we do " i say looking at the floor in shame

" niall you know that we are both finally happy right" he says smiling

" yeah i do hazza " i say crying

" well anywhore go get married you cheeky little leprechaun" He says as he leaves and leaves me all alone with nothing but my thoughts

" well niall this is it"

Okay so thats it for this chapter. it means so much to me that i have dedicated fans that read my fan fics and make me smile and i want to personally thank all of you for all the votes and comments and all of your love, But anywhore the ZIALL wedding is next chapter!!!!!!!