He will never love me (Ziall)(BoyxBoy)

helping nialler

Swag Master from Doncasters P.O.V

"what can we do obviously niall is just going to keep getting hurt by zayn, he loves zayn so much and zayn wont give him the time of day. why does zayn keep hurting him they are best friends. i understand he doesnt like him back but why does he have to ignore him, why would he kiss anyone else especially another guy when niall thinks that he is straight, hazza do you have any idea what to do. he really needs help, and i am lost i have no crazy plan to help please tell me you have a plan" i say crying

" boo -bear i dont have a plan i really dont know what to do. i can somewhat understand why zayn is dong what he is doing but i dont know what to do about Ni, Liam do you know what t do he is your closest friend" harry whispers

"how about if we call uncle Simon he should know what to do" liam says

i pull out my phone and call simon he answers and i say " Si do you have any idea about what we can do about getting niall help. he really needs it but i dont think he wil get any unless one of us tells him ti he doesnt want to be a bother, uncle Si i am going to go outside" i cover the phone and tell Li and Hazza i am going outisde

"simon i also think that we should get zayn some help him and niall were best friends and just because niall is gay he shouldn't hate him. i am extremely worried about both of them. please help Si i have to go bye" i hang up the phone and go inside

Nialler's P.O.V

Everyone is up my ass 24/7 i mean seriously just because i tried killing myself doesnt mean i need help every five fucking seconds. really i just want to be alone i just want quiet. they need to leave me alone. i am about to quit this stupid fucking band its not like anyone will miss me i am not the important one thats harry, liam, and zayn. the only one that is in the same boat as me is louis. i want to cry everyday. i miss my family and my home.              " Now i'm climbing the walls but you dont notice at all"   i pick up my phone and see it is uncle Si " hey uncle Si" i say choking back tears" whats up "

He says" niall your bandmates are worried about you, i am too i think that it is best for you to get some help i have arranged for you two different options the first is ' you can go a psychiatrist twice a week until you are better or option two , you can go to rehab for two months the only rule is that you can only see your bandmates or family every week. niall you have to make your choice, just remember it is to help you."

" uncle Si i dont need help GOODBYE" i hang up and slam the phone down. i pack a bag and i book a flight to mullingar one way because i cant take coming back here anymore i write each of them a letter except zayn. i leave the letters in the van on their seats . i manage to slip past everyone and out the door and i put my keys in the ignition of my black range rover and i leave the driveway quietly crying my eyes out. i look back and wave goodbye almost like they are outside. i drive to the airport and i found out that the flight was cancelled. "shit what am i suppose to do"  i say out loud " hey Arent you niall horan"  i turn around and see this boy with the most stunning long blonde hair he has beautiful green eyes and bright purple skinnies with a white and red stripped shirt and a leather jacket " yah i am whats your name"  " shane clarkson the worlds biggest male directioner, but i am also your biggest fan so whats wrong'   "my flight was cancelled" i say crying   " well arent you in luck guess who can fly a plane and owns one" he says smirking   " are you trying to seduce me" i say pervertedly  " maybe" he says  " So can i have a ride to mullingar?" i ask   " Can i have a kiss" he say smiling   i kiss him on the lips softly he kisses back and deepens the kiss i moan softly and i see a flash. he grabs my hand and drags me to his plane.  " than.." he shuts me up by kissing me. " i could get use to kissing your beautiful face your lips are so soft and kissable" can you buckle up and we can get going" i buckle up and we go down the runway and the plane lifts up into the night sky and i say goodbye to my old world full of hate and crying.