He will never love me (Ziall)(BoyxBoy)

harry's breaking heart

Hazza's P.O.V

so the next day i woke up bright and early in the morning and went over to demi's apartment, i knock on the door with one of those ancient door knockers, you know the ones that are shaped like lions, yah one of those

she answers the door and she says" harry why the hell are you up so early in the morning and she invites me in, i look around at the apartment it looks exactly like mine its like they were both designed by the same people. i am in deep thought when dem says "so harry why are you here so damn early" i look up and say" sorry dem just thinking about stuff and i was thinking we could get started with moving early then we could do some shopping cus i definitely need a new wardrobe"

"that would be awesome hazza" demi says and it goes right to my heart and my eyes start tearing up. demi looks at me and pulls me into a hug "harry i am sorry i didnt mean it i forgot"

"dem i am going to run to use your bathroom quickly" i say smiling" ill be right behind you after i am done so get packing"

"kay harry just hurry your ass up" she says giggling

i run up the stairs and i go into her room because the bathroom is connected to her bedroom, i look on there end table and my whole world comes crashing down on me, sitting there in a picture frame is me and the boys and demi and simon from when we performed on the x-factor, i feel the tears rolling down my face, i bring the picture into the bathroom and i lock the door. i run my finger in louis' beautiful face, i ask him why he doesnt love me, and obviously he doesn't answer me. i get mad and i break the frame and then the urges come back, all the cuts and the blood. i take one of the shards of glass and i press it to my skin, i wince out in pain, it hurts so much but it makes the emotional pain go away.

Demi's P.O.V

i am packing up my kitchen when i think god what the hell is harry taking so long in the bathroom is he thinking about louis and he is pleasuring himself. i walk up the stairs and i walk into my room, i notice the door is locked and i knock on the door, he doesnt answer. maybe he is just thinking like he was before, i look around the room for something to unlock the door, i see that my picture of the boys, me and simon from the x-factor is missing and i start worrying about harry, but then the door unlocks and what i see shocks me.

i have never seen harry like this before, he looks lost and broken like he is missing his soul and his heart, like it was ripped right out of him. " demi please help me" he says and i look at his arms and the blood is pouring down his arm. " harry why would you do that" i said

" because when i asked him if he loved me he didnt answer me" harry says sobbing .i look in the bathroom and see the picture on the floor covered in blood. i knew what he meant. after i got out of rehab i sorta fell for nialler and ever since of the first time at x-factor i started cutting again, and sometimes it just got to the point where i cut on a daily basis

" harry come on i will take care of you" i say smiling

" demi plz make all the pain away make me forget him" he says with tears in his eye

i wrap up harry cuts and i carry him to a spare bedroom and put him in bed and i sit in the bed with him so if he has any nightmares i will be there for him

i promise that i will help you get better harry, i cant promise i will make you forget him because it is impossible