I'll Always Remember You

Ross

Ross' POV

Amanda went shopping with mom, so I decided to read my letter. I knew that I would cry. That's why I made sure she went to lunch with mom as well. I ripped open my letter and started reading.

My beloved Rossy who is never bossy,

Like that title? I JUST came up with it. Pretty great if I do say so myself.

Sigh. We were in LOVE. That's hard to imagine. Now you just seem like someone who is protecting me. Your protection has always made me feel the most secure. I don't even feel it as much with Rocky and Riker as I do you.

I remember how strong you were when I told you that I would rather be with Rocky. I was so amazed by how okay you were.

Don't ever think that it was anything you did. I never wanted to say goodbye. It was hard. Kissing you was so sweet. Waking up beside you with your crazy blonde hair was so funny. You're crazy Ross Shor. You're the closest thing I've had to a friend.

I don't want you to miss who we were. You have Amanda now. She's hands down the best thing in the world and I am SO GLAD that you found her. You guys will conquer the world together. Forever and Always.

I don't want you to forget what we had either. That was special. I want you to one day tell sweet little Riley about it. I can already tell that she will be your princess. You may not want to see her now, but you'll realize that you love Riley, just as much as you loved me.

Give her a chance Ross. She didn't take me away. I still would've died had I not gotten pregnant with her. She's the one who made me last as long as I did. She gave me a reason to fight. I wanted her to have a chance at life. The chance that I didn't get. I love her, Ross. You need to love her too.

Remember all those crazy things we used to do before we dated? We drove your family and mine CRAZY. they probably almost killed us every ten seconds.

I want you to do crazy things with Riley. Tell her those stories. She would love that.

I hope that you can accept everything. I never wanted to hurt you. I'll miss you Rossy.

I love you. Give Amanda huge hugs for me everyday!

Nicki

I folded the paper back gently, and let my tears escape freely.

I picked up my phone and dialed Rocky's number.

"What Ross?" He answered with a shaky voice.

"I need to see Riley."