It doesn't matter really
Are we trying
Are we truly
Even if it leaves us crying
Wishing we were dyingBecause sometimes I don't care
I don't want to try
Don't put up my hair
Putting forth effort just to breath in airSometimes I don't want to
Don't shower for a week
Don't want to even move
Just lay there in my grooveUntil I've made a dent in my bed
I don't want to try
The thought fills me with dread
My patience will snap like a threadSo why try
When nothing is worth it
We could just get high
Resting my head on my thighsEverything will end
And if there's nothing there
What then
What about the rules we bendThey mean nothing
Everything breaks when it's over
No matter how crushing
Now matter how much will be gushingEverything breaks when it's over
-V
YOU ARE READING
When You Read it, You'll know me
PoetryJust words that flow A river in my head It twists and turns And never stays the same The current is strong You can never go back Pen it down And remember The joy of the ride Through the rough bumpy tide That are the words In my mind.