Tacenda

REGRETS

Regrets

I remember the times that we're together,

Talking about things that I never knew that existed,

Trying out things from 1900s,

Listening to all the sermons

You're one of the reasons why I grew up like this,

Now I'm thanking you for all the information for a better life,

Being responsible of the things around me,

The wisdom that you've given me

And now that you're weak,

Lying on the hospital bed,

Hopeless and paralyzed,

Waiting for someone to help and give you what you need

Seeing you like that kills me,

Regretting all the bad things I've done for you,

Disobeying you and being lazy everyday,

Letting you do things that I should be the one doing

Inay, I'm sorry for all the things

I hope you can forgive me,

You're always there for me then let me be there for you,

I promise I'll do my best to help you

If I can change the situation, 

I will,

Because you are my everything and my world,

Let me do this for you because I love you. 

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Ayo! Sorry for the grammar! Haha. I offer this poem to my grandmother who is at the hospital right now. I just wanna tell her through this poem that I'm sorry for all the things that I've done. So yeah. And in this poem, I wanna tell her that I really wanna help her and if I can only pass the pain to my body, I could've passed it already but I can't. Guys, I wanna a favor. Please. Pray for my grandmother and for me that's already a big help. Thank you. :)