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WHY AM I ALWAYS NOT ENOUGH?

Why Am I Always Not Enough?

I tried my best,
I tried my best to be the best,
But why can't my mother be proud of me that's why I always feel I'm a good for nothing among the rest,
I wanna know why am I always the less?

I tried my best to fulfill all my promises,
But why do you always look for other girls who you think are the best,
I've done everything but why aren't you impressed?
Do you know I wanna feel that I'm special but you always let me feel I'm nothing among the rest?

I tried my best to be noticed and discovered,
But why am I always covered?
By other who they think is better because they are their favorite students who can fly high just like a bird,
I tried to keep my vision clear but it as the days passed by and the pain envelopes me it became blurred

I tried my best to be happy and to smile,
But why do I always feel like I'm away mile,
And I feel like I'm a plain white paper mixed in your colored papers in your file,
Is it bad to smile even if you're slowly breaking inside? Is it bad to rest from a long trip even just after this mile?

Why am I always not enough?
Why is everything seems like a bluff?
Why is the road rough?
Why is life so unfair? Why can't we just gave up?

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