Over the years one thing I've learned is that if you pretend for long enough you'll end up believing it. Whether you pretend to be happy, or that your not sick, you can even pretend that your a dragon slayer or the king of the world, and at one point after all that pretending you will believe it and no matter what others say, even if they speak the truth, you wont see it that way.
Yet sometimes, the trouble with pretending is that at one point, it can be for a few minutes, an hour, a day, maybe even more than that, you realize that everything your doing is to mask your feeling or the truth. Once you realize that, no matter how long it takes for you to go back to pretending you lose control of your emotions and that ends up feeling like a natural disaster just hit. You end up getting trapped in your own proper storm, and have no way out until the storm finally passes.
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my thoughts at 12 a.m.
SonstigesPeople wonder what goes on in others minds... well here's what runs through my mind during the time where bodies sleep and brains race for solutions to the problems they create or may face each day... yet sometimes most of these thoughts stay a secr...
