And after writing about our supposed love, and how we felt for one another I went back and realized that we weren't in love.
Getting over you should've killed me, it should've taken me at most a year to get over you but it took me months. Apparently I'm not the only one that got over this love of ours fast because you forgot about me and now you just simply don't care.
So after looking over our old text messages, I was able to realize that we were in love with the attention and affection we gave each other. We longed for someone to love us so deeply and so purely that we looked for that in each other, and maybe it destroyed us, but in the end it built us and made us stronger. This "love" of ours...

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my thoughts at 12 a.m.
RandomPeople wonder what goes on in others minds... well here's what runs through my mind during the time where bodies sleep and brains race for solutions to the problems they create or may face each day... yet sometimes most of these thoughts stay a secr...